Those who ever suffer might understand what I'm about to say.

He wins.

And we lose.

He has freed himself from this world that he and we, know, has been the most beautiful yet painful place ever.

And we the survivor needs to survive longer. 

"He ends his life that easy?"

No, honey.

If it was easy, we'd lose him years ago.

It was hard for him. Convinced me enough to start thinking those people loves us, we might be the reason he coped up these whole time. 

Now don't be in pain, Kim Jonghyun. It's over. Rest well. You did a great job♥ 수고했음니답!