Jonghyun,

Thank you for everything. You did well. I will miss you so much. Heaven gained another angel. I hope you are happy now; I'm sorry you couldn't find happiness in this world. I hope you will be able to find happiness and peace in you next life. 

Thank you for everything you've done. You've stood up to everything you believe in. Thank you for giving hope and help to so many. I wish we could've done the same for you. I'm so sorry you were going through so much. I'm sorry that the industry has the "just get over it" attitude. Thank you for trying so hard for so long. Thank you. Thank you.

You did well. You've worked hard.

Sincerely,

a shawol

I wish I could say more, but I am at a complete loss of what to think anymore.

Please pray for his family and the members. They are experiencing a pain a thousand times worse than us; they lost a son and a brother. Kibum is still on a plane back to Korea--suffering alone knowing what happened to his beloved brother. Minho fainted. Jinki is blaming himself, I'm sure. Taemin is crying, I'm sure.

I wish I could give all of my remaining strength to them. I pray they will be alright. I pray Kibum reaches them soon and that they will have each other to lean on.

They are and always will be brothers.

They are and always will be five.

Thank you Jonghyun for donating your organs so others could have a second chance at life. I wish you were given one too.

I am not going to use past tense for Jonghyun. He is still here: in my heart, in all Shawols' hearts, in the members' hearts, in his family's hearts.

To everyone who is mourning, please be strong. We have each other.

If anyone wants or needs to talk, I am here for you.

Please take a break if you need it. Don't push yourself. Take care of yourself too.

To everyone of all the fandoms: please, please remember to tell your idols how much you cherish them. That reassurance could change so much. I can't tell one of mine anymore, but don't let this happen to yours. Please let this be a lesson learned.

Please pray for his family.