Due to a tragic event that has happened today, I won't update my fanfic until next week. I have no strength nor will to do anything except silently cry over a big loss. I am utterly sad, devastated at some point. Shinee's Jonghyun passed away due to a possible suicide. I am sure all of you are perfectly aware of it...the first time I heard it, I honestly didn't want to believe. Then, there was a little chance, little hope lingering when the doctors announced that he's barely alive...but the 2nd time they officially anounced his death, I swear to God I stopped breathing for a moment, I died at that moment. Even though I stopped following Shinee, they were the first kpop group that got me into kpop in general. I still can't believe, I'm barely preventing myself from breaking down completely.

I wish you all the peace you can get in heaven, angel. I hope you are at peace, finally. I will pray for you, I know your fans, your family and your members will never forget you and everything you've done for them. Rest in Peace, darling.