So...I don't really know how to start this....I'm just...shocked. I need to write this out but I can't put what I want to say into words. He's gone? Like he's truly...gone. And he...

Truth is guys I really like SHINee, I love them just the same as I do EXO, hell I was even planning to release a Taemin fic on this account. I...I feel lost almost right now, I feel empty and numb but I feel everything at once. Reading the news this morning feels fake. I can't believe I read it with my own two eyes and this isn't a dream.

It's not a dream. 

And he's not here anymore.

He was loved, so so loved. He was bright and gentle and kind. He was intelligent and sensitive. 

He did well. He did his best.

Find peace. 

Kim Jonghyun, you deserve peace. Seek towards the light, and just know that the ones you departed from will keep you in our hearts forever.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.