*hugs*
Abby... please stay strong. He was my shinee bias and I can't express how much it hurts. I've cried so much since yesterday but it doesn't help at all. I don't know how to stop the pain so I won't try to console you. But I request you, whenever you are going through a bad time, please know that you are not alone. Please know that you are loved. And if ever any time comes when you think that you are not enough and you want to give up, look back to your happy moments and try to find it in yourself to go on with life. Death is not the solution to anything. I don't know what made him do this but I wish things had turned out differently. I hope no one ever has to take a decision like him.