Hello guys, I don't often make blog posts, but when I do, it's from desperation.

Momentarily I work in a cafe, which is getting on my nerves. Not the actual job, but my superiors.

I filed in my resignement and now I'm in need of a job. The problem is that I'm very picky. I don't want to do that, I don't want to work there... It's complicated, especially for those, who are not that great with people. And that's my case. Every job I've had so far ended because of my boss or supervisor that seemed to have a problem with my introvertism. I don't ask questions, I don't communicate, because I believe it is their job to give me orders on what to do or not.

That aside, I have a really hard time finding a job. After this cafe experience, I developed a fear of working under those materialistic, rich bosses, who have no idea what they are doing, as long as the money pours in. I'm scared of being too vulnerable to my superiors, because yeah, I respect them and take them as something bigger, more powerful than I am and that easily evolves into them manipulating me.

I really love writing! I love making designs and creating stories. But there seems to be to option for such a job at where I am living. And I don't have enough money to become a freelancer. And I have trauma of the work registry office.

Can anyone help me? Advice me or give me some idea? If anyone has an experience with this situation or feeling please comment. Or if anyone just want to talk, I'm up for anything.

Please and thank you!