So, yes, today is ma BIRTHDAY.

Waking up to read my yeobo’s sweet blog post turned me into a crybaby. She did it again by having people flooding my wall to wish me happy birthday, just like what she did to me last year. YOU’RE SO SWEET YEOBO!!!

And then sleepingprince and superdupper, thank you too for your pm. It really meant a lot to me.

Well, last night I was having this roller coaster ride of emotion. I mean I know being 24 is just so damn normal for many of you, but not me. I had cheated death a few times and I really treasure every single second I have right now. Do I fear death, yes, I DO. I’d read the Sutras (yes, I’m a Buddhist) and I will sometimes imagine how I’ll die off when the day arrives. As it is stated in the Sutra, when we were born, the pain we felt was the same as if the turtle having its shelf removed alive and when we die, we will feel as if a cow is being skinned alive. So, you can imagine how painful it is. Yes, you will say that is for bad people. But nope, in Sutra, it says everyone undergoes the same process when our souls leave our body. The only difference is that hell or heaven that we head next. And that led me to reflect on my life journey so far, was it a meaningful one or hellish. In the end, I didn’t get my answer as I dozed off without me realizing >.<”

Okay, I’ll stop being emo right now. Let’s turn to another topic.

As most of you know I’m an irresponsible author. Most of my fics are now on hiatus (kinda like half abandon) but the truth is that I really would love to update them. I do know many argue that time shouldn’t be made as an excuse, but yea, I’m taking it as one. I’m working 24/7, the only time I rest is night between 11-5. Then I’m back to work like a robot. If you guys had read my previous post, you will know I’ve lists of things I want to get or achieve next year, that’s why I’m working really hard for them. Still, I’m proud to say that yesterday I managed to finish a chapter for Tell Me You Love Me Too. At first I wanted to finish the new JiHope fic, but then the mood is not right. I’ll get that done before the year comes to an end. So, cheap advertisement here, please give me a chance and read it juseyo XD

Now, like the previous year, I’m going to have a giveaway. But this time around, I’m going to give out 10kp to 24 random people while singing to EXO Twenty Four (LOL, I’m joking about the singing part). So, if you wish to get some kp, comment down there and I’ll send you immediately.

Hmm, yea, that’s all for now. May you, every one of you who is reading this be blessed and have a great day ahead!

Love,

~NoonaYoung~