Okay. So it's already February 7. On February 11th, my mother is going to Korea with my brother. My brother is only 5 and he understands nothing. She will go there with my brother instead of me who is 14, who is already in love with South Korea. Not only K-Pop, but Korea. She doesn't know that I really really want to go to Korea. She doesn't know that I'm in love with Korea. And my brother, he knows nothing about Korea and he doesn't even know that Korea is far from here. 

My mom doesn't know how much I love Korea. My first autumn was in Korea and October 2011 was really meaningful to me. I want Korea to be my first winter too. It's still snowing in Korea and I haven't seen snow in real life. Come on, I don't want my brother who is 9 years younger than me to see snow before me. I really wanna see snow in real life. 

She'll be there for 10 days because my father works in Korea (we don't stay in a hotel, but in my father's apartment there). And I'm really disappointed because on february 16th, I will be participating in a yearly piano concert. The worst thing is I will play the piano without my mom there. 

The reason why my mom doesn't want me to go with her is not that concert, but she said that school was more important than Korea. Basically, yes. School is more important than Korea. But I can skip school for only 10 days and I'm sure it won't change anything. 

I had so much fun the last time I went to Korea. But, I went to the KBS building alone, without any guide. I went from Daejeon to Seoul with my mom. But in Seoul, I needed to find my own way to go to the KBS building because my mom would go to Suwon. I got lost there. I went to Yeouido park and Han River in Yeouido. It took an hour for me to go to the KBS building from Yeouido station (if I didn't get lost it will only take 10 minutes). I was thinking of waiting for idols. I didn't really care who. But unfortunately, at 4pm KST, 2 hours before Music Bank started, my mom told me to go home. I was really disappointed. Come on, I spent 3 hours in KBS building, doing nothing, and I got nothing too. I thought I could see at least one K-Pop idol, although I didn't watch Music Bank live. ((I didn't get the ticket but I really wanted to stay there))

I'm sure you can see how disappointed I am right now. I only want to go to Korea but I can't. I don't know what's on my mom's mind to go with my little brother. He's too young. 

I hate my mom. so much.