so i've been working at this company for more than a year. the money is good and the environment is nice. but i'm constantly exhausted and bored every day. tried to take few days off to clear my mind and it worked for some time, but then i got tired again. i don't know why, but i'm just sick of it. is it because everything is too perfect? but i'm supposed to be grateful though? is it me and my social anxiety? or is it because this job is nothing close to my passion and dream? but if i choose to chase my dream, then i need to make money first. and this job is the only way to get enough money for my life. ugh, i honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore. how do you guys do this or keep up with this?