Dear God, where do I begin ;v; 

My first fandom and is still my greatest fandom, ELF. My first 'drop dead' love for a group, a group that goes by the name Super Junior although they are old even when I first saw them years and years ago lol. I can never thank this group enough for showing me how wacky Korean variety shows can be, and break my steriotype for Kpop. Also, when I was still a hardcore, only-ELF, anti-multifandom, narrow minded fan, I hated most groups, and I was actually an anti for EXO! That group is now the group I love so much, which is like 60:40 for my love for SJ and EXO right now respectively X'D Oh, I remember those days when I told them early fans that SJ and the others were the ones who paved the freaking road for your artists to be so popular in a split second, it's not SOLELY because of their 'awesomeness' I mean if you put them back in 2005 like SJ, I bet my they won't be as popular as they are now. In fact, I still do now. Thankfully, when those artists themselves thank their seniors to pave the way for them, I was like "HA I TOLD YOU" lol XD i wa so immature, excuse me lol. 

I hated them so bad, not because of them (actually) but because of all the fanwars that happened when they debuted and when ELFs had big fights with exotics (this old nickname tho). But then--dear God. I saw one of my bias, Lee Donghae, patting Lay's head.

This picture--safe to say--somewhat changed my life lol. I was so in love with SJ, that if I saw someone liking another group (multifandom) two words pop in my head: How and Traitor. I know, I know, I was highly immature. Gosh, I'm so embarrassed lol. Tho I've never actually tweeted freely like "Y'all are traitors ya'll don't love SJ you can't share love" I don't do that kay XD If I see someone converting or something, I'd be upset but I wouldn't go on attacking like that. I only attack if someone attacks back then, now I don't attack unless I really have to lol. This is why I can relate to non-multifandoms, but I can also relate to multifandoms lol. 

Do you know that saying that goes "If you him/her so much, you might end up being with them." ? That's like what happened to me lol. 

ANYWAY, it was all because of SJ that I even got to enjoy other songs! I was all "Even oppa cares for them, so why the hell do I hate them?" 

If you're trully devoted, trust me, you'll be like me. I was at the point where I valued them as much or maybe more than myself. (SO FOR THOSE WHO CLAIM THAT YOU GUYS ARE TRUE FANS AND WHATNOT BUT GO ON EMBARRASSING THE FANDOM AND THE BOYS BY DOING CHEATS AND TRIGGERING FANWARS ON PURPOSE AND SHAMING OTHER GROUPS, YOU 'LOYAL AND TRUE' FANS PROBABLY HAVEN'T SEEN SEHUN'S COMMENT ABOUT THE BOYS BEING EMBARRASSED WHEN THE FANS ARE ACTING UP, OR MAYBE YOU DO BUT CHOOSE TO IGNORE IT BECAUSE YOU VALUE YOUR GREED MORE THAN THEM WHILE CLAIMING YOU'RE A TRUE HARDCORE FAN AND WHATNOT, I MEAN DID YOU NOT NOTICE THAT SUHO ALWAYS SAY THAT HE'S WATCHING US EVERYTIME A BIG FANWAR HAPPENS, AND YET YOU STILL CLAIM THAT YOU ARE DOING THIS FOR THEM? KISS MY MAN I DON'T TAKE YOUR GARBAGE. YOU DON'T LOVE THEM, OR AT LEAST YOU DON'T LOVE THEM AS MUCH AS YOU THINK. YOU LOVE YOUR PRIDE MORE.)

I'm probably gonna get so much hate for this lol

Ehem, anyways, hence my open arms to all groups till this second. I love them so much back then, I'd like anything they like. I took them so personally, like I was so freaking fanatic, I DIDN'T THROW AWAY THE KYOCHON CHICKEN BOX THAT HAD THEIR FACES IN IT. IT WAS FILLED WITH HONEY SOY SAUCE AND CHICKEN FAT, BUT DID I CARE? NO XD I was that hardcore to like, so many points you can't possibly imagine it. I could look into my water and be like "Leeteuk loves water" and look at cake and go "Donghae learned how to bake from his movie" and if I saw glasses "Yesung owns a glasses shop" AND GLASSES WERE EVERYWHERE I MEAN LOTS OF PPL AROUND ME WEAR THEM. I memorized their weight and height in different shows since it varies, I memorize their blood type and history and blablabla like it's my daily bread or something, and it was. I was so, so, so fanatic. 

But, I've gained myself some self-consciousness lol. That's why when I fell for EXO, I vowed not to fall in so deeply as I did for SJ.

I still love SJ and will forever probably, and I've managed to tone it down, but how special they are will forever stay with me. I've never seen a group so united, so close and so freaking hype lol. You see EXO or SNSD, no offense (really, no no no means of offense, I love my boys and SNSD is practically my childhood, I cried when Jessica left) but (just for now) they act as if Kris or Jessica was never even a part of the story. Ofc, they have their reasons. But, gosh, SJ is--just so.... they are so open and proud that they are still 13 or that they had 13 at least. They mention Kibum's name without an effort which I love, ofc he didn't leave with a lawsuit so it's understandable. They couldn't say Hangeng's name at times, but they always say that they are 13 and WHEN I SAW SIWON AND HANGENG MET AGAIN YEARS BACK AT A PARTY I WAS SO SOSOSOSOSO HAPPY HAHA. 

Nobody wet their hair with cola, joke around with laughing gas or fart into each other's faces in national TV as best as them XD You're most probably not reading this, but I love you guys so much ;v; please, by all means, don't disband. Or at least don't disband till Kibum, Hangeng and the others perform together as a 13 or 15 like pleaseee. 

These are only the very little amount of wackiness they have, it literally doesn't define more than 1% of their stupidity XD no words can contain or define their humor. 

AND YET, THESE MEN ARE SO, FREAKING--THEY ARE SUPERMAN(MEN) BASICALLY. 

Well, that's it for today lol. I am supposed to finish my report, but oh well XD Thx a lot for spending your time reading this shiz lol