This is for my baby. My dearest, the love of my life. Jae, I know this will not be as good as what you give me. But I love you and words can’t express how much I do.

I respect you and all of your choices I appreciate you more than you know, for everything 

The day I met you I thought ‘how is this possible? I’ve only just met him but... he’s perfect’

Youre perfect. Perfect for me. You finish me, because without you, my mind would be blank or stuffed with numbers and school work. I never seem to stop thinking about you. Where are you? What are you doing? Are you safe? Are you having fun? Are you happy? Are you thinking about me too?

You are all that matters to me. In the past month I’ve:

-Cried over you

-Laughed over things you say or do

-Endured the clenching of my heart as I yearn to hold you

-I’ve held my breath, feeling my heart beat eradically In my chest as I stared at the red envelope, overcome with emotions.

-Scold myself for acting stupid or ing up.

You’re so good to me and I wish I could give you more. But you have my heart. You have my love and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

Forget about distance. One day I’ll hold you I’m my arms and be able to tell you in person. Not over the phone...

I’ll be able to cuddle you and love you and like you said, one day get a house by ourselves and live together, support each other.

some people think it’s a stretch. It is but I can be flexible. Ive got all the time in the world. And I will wait patently for you. Always.

Because, god, is it worth it!

Youre my everything. We’ve had our moments(more like my hissy fits) and we bursted through unscathed. 

The longer we are together, the better I will be at loving you. The better I will be at comforting you. Because I am still learning, still maturing.

As time goes by, you’ll learn to memorize me from the inside out, and I, you.

This might not mean much right now, but this isn’t the real blog yet. The rest will come tonight if I can.

I love you ♥️❤️♥️ 

~Zae