Hi there.

It’s been a long time since I come here to write something and it’s awkward sobs ;; I saw my profile’s info getting longer with weird badges on it and then I realized that I’m soooooooo lost with whatever aff new upgrade was. And yeah, I took my time scrolling random blog posts and discussion today and I noticed that the latest blog post was like two to three weeks ago.

I just want to tell that I’m back (yeah, I’m so busy this year because I just completed my internship and all but that doesn’t mean I’m completely free so yeah), I’m back guys. I tried to, you know, visit my fav stories and shops and found that some of them were already gone ;; And I’ve been wondering what else had been changed? Or maybe it was just me?

I did log in everyday just merely to check my notifications – oh I got new subs, somebody post a blog, there’s an update for this story – but never been check them out. Before this, I even visit my subscriber profile to check on them (how long they’ve been in aff, who’s their bias etc) but right now, I just saw their name on my noti and like “oh, okay” and log off.

I felt guilty to my subscriber/reader, really.

Like I said, I’ve been busy and barely got time to update. Once I got free time, I more focused on myself. Writing is one of my hobbies and it still is, but every time I start to write,  I keep having small distraction that make me keep postponed my writing. I opened up my laptop to write but then I want to write while hearing music but once I’m on youtube, I’m so gone. This cycle keep going until I forget my ideas lol. I’m sorry for that. I don’t really have a solid excuse for not updating. I’m just – yeah, being distracted.

And sometimes, I visit the gallery too, you know. I loves seeing graphics and posters. Those edit graphics gave me inspirations. Maybe some of you don’t know, but I’m an experience graphic designer and have been designing for a few shops starting from 2013. But right now, I felt like my skill was rusting already. I envy those who still keep designing and improving. If you guys are curious, I think you can check up my portfolio at my profile?

So yeah, my rant.

I want to find new friends so that I can have my cycle of friends that we can seriously fangirling together and talk about how our daily lives was (I’m a er for Infinite btw. )I once have a few friends that we even exchange our numbers that we talked about everything in our real life at random times but now we’ve lost contact (maybe because I’ve changed my number or they have changed their number or we just move on). I understand that we have different times and new commitment – knowing you guys was a memory for me, really. I still talk to some of them tho ( thank you so much for staying with me guys). Let’s be friends, just comment down there and I will reach you, really. Just want to let you know that I’m introvert and 96-liner. But once I get comfortable, I really talk a lot.

And about my stories – IHTBY and TGB. If you’re my subscriber then you must know what happened to these two. I’m here to let you know that I’m not abandoning the stories. IHTBY is a very special story for me so I will upload the double epilogues when the right time comes. However there will be a very slow update for TGB (much slower that a snail’s pace, really), but trust me, I’ll finish the story. So please wait for me.

My first blog post that required more than 100 words lol. Thank you so much for reading ( I guess) and um, that’s it. See you soon.