JUST WHY AM I LIKE THIS. 

Why do I suddenly feel like everything isn't going as planned? Or am I just feeling too much, being too dramatic. 

Why do I feel like my girlfriend is actually in love with someone else and wasn't able to love someone else because she had to be with me. 

Just why do I feel like everything I'm doing is wrong and she is not happy with it.. 

​​​​​I actually am scared.. that she doesn't love me as much as I do.. I mean, she did say that I love her too much and that she was not sure that she loves me as much too.. In the same night, she also told me that we wouldn't last forever and we might separate one day.. 

Hello, my name is Jjae, how do I stop being so negative. 

​​​​​I'm scared. 

I really love her.. 

[ Don't tell her about this, even if you do know me and my girlfriend. Don't let her know anything. I just want to let out something and I thought about writing this here because this is the only place I feel safe spilling out something. ]

[ AND ALSO WHY DOES THIS SOUND LIKE A FANFIC?! AHAHAHAHAHA ]

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