Infinite is always on my mind although I hardly speak about them (however they will most likely be mentioned or used in my stories xD). To Inspirits Infinite means a lot and especially due to a variety of reasons but personally Infinite is very special to me.

I discovered them before they debuted through YAMO (You Are My Oppa starring Lovelyz Yoo Jiae). It was at the time when my mom and older brother got into an accident in early 2010 and passed away. I remember YAMO would make me laugh then I'd cry afterward thinking how nice it'd be if my brother had played with me the way Infinite did with Jiae. Unfortunately, my brother was mute his whole life so >_< it was just an empty wish I had.

Anyway Infinite really comforted me in a way no other groups could because though I started following Infinite, I had already known some of the bigger and older groups like Big Bang, SNSD, SuJu, 2PM though I wasn't a vivid kpopper. I also got into SHINee and B1A4 and more of the likes but only Infinite worked for me. I'd listen to their music night and day, I'd even sing along out loud to the point where my family members knew the lyrics, though they were strangers to kpop xD It was funny cause I caught them singing along once, so while I was singing to "Be Mine" they sang along with me haha.  

Anywho the point of this blog; I've been meaning to write a blog dedicated to Infinite but I wanted to wait until news of their contract renewal came out and it did! It may sound bad but as an Inspirit, I had a hunch that someone would leave.

For the longest time I thought it would be Sungjong or Myungsoo, then Hoya started worrying me. However, a few days ago he, Dongwoo, Myungsoo, and Sungyeol posted solid color images on their Instagram so it got my hopes up. (I stopped worrying about Sungjong just because he has been filming with Dongwoo on vlive). But today Woollim announced that Hoya decided not to renew his contract so, gah Idunno how I feel. Perhaps it's just my personality but I thought I'd be more hurt....? However, I feel normal. Like I knew this was coming so I was prepared. Even if it was Sunggyu I’d probably be a bit shock but I don’t think I would be insanely hurt. Infinite will be a bit different without Hoya’s unique and charming dance and voice but oh well.

Wish him the best! Infinite fighting! Hoya fighting! Inspirits fighting! And Biah fighting T_T I know you’d be the most hurt.

Plus who's going to bully Sunggyu now?