(The reason I'm able to write this much is because I have a one-week long holiday but I have writer's block lol)

So I was watching an excessive amount of P101 clips on Youtube and I just randomly started thinking about other things. I mentioned about 5 blogs ago that the first episode of P101 S2 I've ever watched is actually ep 5 (the first elimation), and I didn't like the show before right?

Well, what if I really started watching Produce 101 from the very beginning, from the very first episode??

As for now, I rarely take note of other trainees other than Wanna One, and my current bias is Daehwi (aka my little sunshine, if you see someone excessively crying in the Youtube comments while referring to Daehwi as "my little sunshine", well chances are big that it's me). But I've watch short snippets of the first 3 episodes, and Mnet really evil editted Daehwi to the point that you'll think that fluffball is greedy and selfish and overly expressive and generally annoying and you won't want him on the final lineup. (Which is totally not true, he's just a smol baby wanting to have a chance on a survival show, he's trying his best how can you not treasure him.) I'm not exaggerating, it's actually THAT bad. I think if I were to watch the show right from the beginning, he won't be my first pick at all. And I will probably not want him on the final lineup.

Then who'll be my first pick if I watched the show from the beginning?

While I was binge watching P101 clips a while ago, I unconsciously think of that person, and I think of a lot of other people too, but I just can't take him off my mind. I could have easily biased on one of the NU'EST members, or Jihoon, or even Samuel, but instead of them, I noticed one person.

Seo Seunghyuk.

At first his ranking are really low, like he's at the verge of elimination, and he has very little screentime (I didn't even catch him on the Pick Me stage), but he worked really hard, and apparently National Producers saw his effort too, so in ep 5, he ranked 51.

Then from there, his ranking went up and up until at one point, he ranked 19. He was in the I Know You Know team, until unfortunately he got eliminated at rank 31 in ep 10.

Like many of his fans, I noticed him when I stumbled across a vid of him banging his head on the table while doing a 90 degree bow to BoA. That made me laugh so hard, and I started to like him. That happened in ep 2 or ep 3 I think. If I started watching then I would instantly notice him.

He was in the Amazing Kiss team for the position evaluation, but the only one I noticed from that group before is Gunhee. He was in the I Know You Know team too, but I didn't pay attention to the team overall (but the song is so good).

At this point I'm just regretting how I didn't notice him earlier. But since he's going to debut with RAINZ soon I'll keep paying attention to him.

But if I picked him as my fixed pick before I would actually cry so hard and not finish the show lol

For now I still can't watch the first 3 episodes of P101 yet because it's too painful. Seeing my little sunshine losing his radiant smile bit by bit is extremely hurtful omf. In fact, my heart even aches when he came in 7th in ep 5. In short, my little sunshine doesn't deserve any of the hate.

Also, if I watched P101 from the very beginning I probably won't even start stanning Wanna One. But I do now, so yeah...that's that. xD

170828 (also I think I can actually create a tag exclusively for my rants lol)