So... 

I've been stuck on the last chapter. 

I have no writer's block... just ty timing, too much to do and a f**king way too long list of bullet points to drop on the said chapter.

And even if half of it is written, the other half is still in process...

This  little blog is just to keep you updated and to let me talk a little bit about things:

First thing first...

The war was dope. Litterally. I've been listening to this more than I should. I think I could sing it in my sleep...

Oh and... you know that "I love you but I damn hate you" feeling ? Well, I feel it everytime I see Kai.

*someone call the doctor ... POLICE!!!!!!*

Second thing: I'm precisely 2 months, 2 days, 11 hours 34 minutes and 00 seconds away from my next trip to Korea. 

And instead of being excited, I'm just feeling like I'm preparing for WW3. 

Which leads to the next point (I'm probably gonna get hate and lots of unfollowers but this needs to get out of my system):

I will not tolerate any bashing against Onew. Not a word. Not a thought. Not even a breath of hate. 

You don't like him ? You want him out of SHINee ? Good for you.

But don't say it to my face.

I don't believe he did it. Not because he is "my sweet oppa, love you baby, so cute xoxo, he never kissed a girl, he is too pure for this, he doesnt 3ven know what s3x is, lmao xoxo" or any people will say. I worked for a lawyer and I base my judgement on facts. And the facts tell me that this boy was dead drunk and grabed the first ing thing that could stop his world from falling or spinning... like litterally. If he had ing rapped her, I would be the first one to ask for a sentence. I would not be bashing him, hating on him, I would just face the fact that yes, he needs to be punished. And punished he should be and than, I would like him to comeback.  But the fact is I don't believe he "ually harassed her". From personal experience, I know what ual harassement is. And this is not. Ok, Alcohol don't gives you all the rights to be an animal.

Grabbing someone because you are falling is not assault. Following someone home, trying to get in, and staying for 1 hour on the terrace, looking at them by their windows is. And I did not repport for this. 

 I don't know Lee Jinki. I don't want to know him. 

But I know Onew. I know his voice. I know his moves. I know his music. And that's the only thing that matters to me. 

Oh and, friendly reminder that my dear neighbors, aka France, have a singer that litterally killed his girlfriend. And guess what ? People still go to his concerts. Because you admire the music, not the ing life of the guy who plays/sings it. 

Well, I said what was on my heart.

I'll try to update the chapter as fast as I can (if someone still wants to read it after my rambling about "the worst rappist of kpop since like ever #leaveshinee, #killhim #ionlylovechurchboys"

See ya