Dear, you should really seek for help. Even the slightest advice from the experts will make you feel better. Trust me, I had been trough that phase and only God knows how it .

Please, rest well. Get outside often (but if socializing depressed you more then don't do it. Just inhale the fresh air instead). You could also try going to beach to distress. Scream out loud what you have always wanted, dreamed of or even things you're not satisfied about. I've tried this one and it feels like the burden that I had before is gone.

I just want to share that I realised that my depression was caused by my overthinking habit. That was what had made me almost ran away from home. I was thinking too much about what would others say about me, how others would discriminate me if I'm not one of them, etc. I was afraid of not being accepted in the society and that inaecurities of mine, my dear has caused a major depression and did I tell you, my parents were tremendously worried about me.

The thing is, depression isn't really something that you can cope with alone. Find someone to support you, go throufh that process of healing and free yourself from the mental jail.

I hope a little bit of this would help amd please rest well my dear. You're the strongest you. Hope you'll feel better soon. <3

mai, I just came across of your blog post today since I haven't seen you for a while in AFF.
Please rest well, don't let the depression overcomes you. I may not be a great help and I'm not really good at giving advice tapi aku tau kau kuat.

Oh my god, please do anything that can make yourself happy -- don't let the sadness controls you, alright? I know that it's hard to understand when I'm not being in your shoes but I do have a friend who has 'it' so I kind of know how the pain is like. It's not easy. It never was. But then Aera my dear, just remember that sometimes you are stronger than you ever thought. I'm sorry if I can't be there for you but you have all my support. I pray for you to always be happy and may Allah bless you always in whatever you do. Be strong, Aera!

Hey, I'm sure everybody cares, they're probably just bad at showing it but one thing for sure, we care about you, okay? This too shall, babe. Whatever you're going through rn will pass. I know you're strong

Babe i really think you should get a help, as someone who had been depressed i think that getting a help from someone or a professional will help alot. I understand if you have any problem on getting a help and it's okay. I'm really sorry for what everything that you're going through; i hope you get a really needed rest and take care. If you want to talk to somebody i'm here to help. Just message me whenever you want. We can speak malay to each other ♡~. I really hope you'll feel better soon.