late night self reflective asks 🌙

 

cosmos: what's one thing you wish you could say to someone you are no longer friends with?

hope you're doing well...

 

galaxies: what are three things you want to do before you die?

1: go to the philippines and see my family, 2: buy a bunch of stuff without worrying about the price, 3: be happy lmao

 

waxing: what is your proudest accomplishment?

honestly can't think of anything i've done that i feel good about.

 

waning: what is your biggest regret?

being shy. i wish i were more outgoing. feel like it would have helped me a lot in the past.

 

full moon: what type of person do you hope to be?

someone who is content.

 

contemplation: if you could wake up one morning and eveything in your life was perfect, what would that look like?

i'd wake up and i'd feel okay

 

night light: who/what makes you feel safe?

my miffy stuffed animal. i'm a huge baby.

 

ponder: what do you want to do with your life?

i guess i want to make others happy. and be happy while doing it.

 

sunset: who is someone you thought would be in your life forever, but you no longer talk to?

i don't think i've ever thought of having someone in my life forever besides my sister, but we still talk, so...?

 

midnight: are you a different person late at night than in the early morning?

i think i'm more creative at night. in the early morning, if i haven't gotten enough sleep, i'm just cranky.

 

candle light: are you an indecisive person?

yes...

 

reflection: have you ever changed something you liked about yourself to satisfy someone else?

yes. i used to be so loud but someone told me i was annoying once and then i stopped talking.

 

sweet dreams: are you happy?

not at this moment

 

nightmare: what are you most afraid of?

losing control of myself

 

constellations: who is someone you could talk to for hours and never stop?

my sister probably.

 

reminder: who is someone you will never forget?

this guy that was standing next to me at the bookstore a few years back. he was really handsome.

 

11-11: what's something you want, but feel like you will never have?

satisfaction with my life

 

shooting star: who is someone you trust to help you make the right decisions?

my sister

 

earth: where do you feel most at home?

in my bed, wrapped in a million blankets

 

soothe: what's one thing that always makes you feel better when you're upset?

listening to a nice song.

 

slumber: what's one thing that helps you fall asleep when it feels impossible?

melatonin pills. if i can't sleep, nothing i can do will help except knocking myself out.