Just a rant...I'm sad and lost right now :(

Hi guys...my life effing :( so you know the stupid my sister is dating...or not? I don't know what they are half the time, well, it turns out he is still possibly going to be in the house for a little longer. My niece went for an echo and EKG about her heart which is what I usually get they were going to see if they can go in and fix the narrow vein in her chamber that was healing wrong and we found out her heart doctor is on vacation.

They are still going to get together to find out what they need to do to help her, which is great news! The only thing is, it means I might have to put up with clown for another few months. Gosh I just hate him here! I told my parents I'm going to maybe start talking to my other sisters about maybe moving in with them after my surgery...they got upset but I feel like they don't understand or care how I feel! I know my sister is in a bad situation and I worry about her and my niece every day but I don't get why she wants to go with him and not stay living with us?! She has a nurse coming in and when she gets another job she could get more and maybe once in a while she could let stupid head come to help or visit..l just hate him he is so mean to me and my parents. I mostly stayin my room all day! :(

 

What do I do guys?! I really don't want my sister and niece to move out I just want HIM to move he doesn't deserve to have a place to live with us with the way he acts and treats everyone! I just don't effing get it! :( can u guys tell me your opinions on this?! Thanks guys! But anyway my dad is going to take us all out (my mom, sister and I) for breakfast tomorrow and have a family talk I guess...I don't know how that's going to turn out. *sigh*

Why does life have to be so friggen hard? :(

 

Well, I love you guys and I'll be hopefully getting another update done for you soon or maybe even a new fanfic! 

See you again soon! SARANGHAE!!!! XOXOXOXOXO

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Annapapak #1
I just hope things will get better soon :(
Big-Bang_V_I_P #2
Man, that's really rough. But after some bad there has to be some good, right? I hope all the surgies and proceedures go well too! When I was diagnosed with cancer I was 2 and had pneumonia, so that can give you more hope. Right? I hope everything will get better for you soon
courcour #3
I just want to hug you. I know how you feel.
pathless
#4
i hope everything will be fine soon, dont stress over it. take care and good luck !! <3
contaminated
#5
Hey, I'm praying for ya. I can't answer your questions, but I can still pray.