I'm just wondering because this has been a PLAGUE on my life lately. 

Does anyone else get these, like, weird author crushes? 

It's hard for me to explain, but you get really attached to someone's writing, then you start taking an interest in the actual person...? BUT THEN the person turns out to be cool and you've never met them, but you like their writing and you can't help but wonder if they'd be like that as a significant other IRL? Then you get like a full-on crush and it's BAD. Like, you see them update something, and your heart just POUNDS because it's like "OH MY GOD YOU'RE HERE OMG" but it's less of a fangirl/boy thing, it's more of a "Please notice me I like you a lot and I wanna date you even though I don't know what you look like" kind of thing. 

I mean, it might only be me, because I get crushes really easily...it's annoying.

But if any of you get this way about an author you should totally HELP A SISTER OUT

Also, why did I write this? Why now? My heart has been pounding over this girl for over a week. 

I DON'T KNOW. THE FEELINGS GET STRONGER EVERY DAY. WHAT IS GOING ON?! 

Also she posted a thing yesterday that made me almost frickin' scream. That's part of it.