How to kill yourself

And its not what yall think. Its like how to shut your dark side.

I know only psychologist can tell. I, somehow, maybe someone here can also tell. I know I have delimmas with myself. Lately. I don't know but i feel like there is something with myself & my anxiety. Maybe I'm just stressed?.

When everyone wants to speak to you but you are distancing yourself from them. You don't like to talk to anybody (you talk only if its needed). You are isolating yourself sometimes from your friends. You want to be alone sometimes. You easily irritated. You sometimes get angry easily even in small things (when you're really not like that back then). You feel like everyone hates you, don't like to be with you and all negative feedbacks from them. Why do I feel like that. T.....T. tbh, I don't really like exposing or sharing my self-delimmas here but I don't have a choice but to explain it to you and maybe I need this so I have to share it expecting less answers from anyone here. So... yeah.. I'm sorry to bother you guys. I just don't understand myself why do i feel like this & that. Are they sypmtoms of mood swings? Or any disorders? :(

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JokerAtWork #1 Jun 18, 2017 15:40:22

It sounds like Depression. If it gets worse you are at serious risk. You probably already have trouble seeing further than the pain you are in right now. It can be crippling if someone isn't forcing you to constantly keep going, and it builds resentment to the person supporting you.

I don't want to sound trite and say go see someone. The best way to feel better is actually by interacting with others, but I know that's not how a Depressed person wants to act. You really need to let someone close to you know that you need help. Please do it now. The sooner you get help the sooner you will get better.

And please don't feel like no one loves or cares about you. I am a stranger to you but I care about you. Trust me, it's not just me. Everyone who had ever suffered in any way cares about you, and please let someone know you are hurting. I am sure the people around you care very much. You are a person and you matter. Please get help.