Its when you are dealing with your worth. 

Distancing yourself from people is the most painful Ive encountered. 

You start to put your own self down.

Scream. All you want is to scream all out your burdens

Confused. Because you don't know If frustration and stress are working up a team for this.

Ive always encountered pain. Always. The day I was born. Like it comes to a point that I'm the one who seeks for it. Like I don't feel complete if I dont get hurt and when I'm not in pain.

Hurting myself is like learning new lessons and things in life somehow.

Sacrificing myself for people becomes my habit.

THATS HOW I LIVE. MY WAY OF LIVING. TO BE ABLE TO SURVIVE IN THIS CRUEL WORLD.

I NEED TO BE STRONG FOR THAT PAIN SO I CAN STILL SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR PEOPLE.

TBH: my father and I are not in good terms again. So I have to cool down myself first. I'll go with hiatus in a few days. Thank you for reading :)