I don't know where I should start.

Starting the morning with an argument with my Mom is what I hate the most, as it will spoil my mood for the entire day. I don't know, though we're still talking, but it is just not right.

And then someone in the office is complaining about she and the she and the she. I won't mind to be a listener to your problem as I know, we need nothing than a pair of ears to hear us out when we're down. But then she sounded as if everyone on earth is at fault while she is right. I mean, c'mon, no one is perfect and perfectionists too have imperfections! Still, I lent her my ears but I insisted my point of choices are in our own hands. Good or bad consequences follow acording to what you choose. After all, only God is able to judge from the above.

And then I was called to meet up with the big bosses of this company. One, he asked for my assistances in completing a task that I used to do last time when I was stationed in the same office with him. While the other, he basically ruined my day and life for the next few months. Why? What happened? 

Okay, the story is though I'd been working as a PA, I'd never claim for the allowances. And then my friend from my previous department, Human Resources, told me that I was entitled to it and so, I did the preparations and handed up the proposal with my boss's approval. And now after like half a year, finally, today they send me a letter informing that my claim is approved and so the amount of xxx will be banked into my account shortly. Well, the funniest part is that I never got to read the letter and the so-called big boss told the HR dept to cancel it IMMEDIATELY!!! Why?

A very simple reason, someone that had been making my life miserable when I was working with her in the same unit, told him that I'm a NOBODY and I don't have qualifications for me to entitled that! And also, if I get the money, the company will be queried. I was like, WHAT THE HUMAN! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? ARE YOU MAD THAT BECAUSE I GOT IT AND YOU DIDN'T? WHY? IS THAT YOU AREN'T COLLECTING ENOUGH YOUR UNDER TABLE MONEY THAT I BELIEVE MAY PUT YOU BEHIND THE BAR FOR CRIMINAL BREACH OF TRUST!!!

I told my immediate boss about this (too bad that I cried in front of him, becasue the amount of money is what I needed BADLY to repay the debts I'd) and he immediately rushed up to meet the director and so. In the end, I didn't win my battle. And well after flooding the entire office with my tears, I gave up and thought, perhaps God have something reserved for me. And this is not mean to be mine. When the time comes, I'll maybe get something more from HIM (mind you, I'm still grateful for HIS love!)

And then, if that was not bad enough, someone from the office that issued license called me to set an appointment with them. I was like, why? Is my license not valid or that my test last Friday was a fault? He said no, but some personal thing to catch up with. Well, I seriously don;t know what and that they called my driving teacher to get my contact number is something absurd!

I don't know what will happen next, good or bad, but I guess God is there with me.

So, yea, I'm don't with my rant and whatsoever.........

*clap* *clap* for reading till the end.

I'm rolling away..................