no tears.

i just want to be seen as any other boy. it's the look in the mirror and the mind yelling at you, 'no want wants a boy who isn't one.'

why are you crying? what does that do? you're still a poor excuse no matter what gender u choose. get your  up don't you remember?

but i'm a man, it's what i've known since young. like anyone gives a damn your a nobody and your dad wants you dead. wipe the tears.

i'm a man right? don't you have eyes? look in the mirror you can't even hide. get all dressed up and be called what you despise. no tears.

no tears, no tears. no one will see them anyway. the loner w/ the bad leg who never had friends over. so lame. you know i tell no lies

you see now don't you. you're not worth the time. stop trying. no one wants you. bc a 'boy' like u will die in this world alone.

how numb do you feel? it's funny to watch. you actually think you had a shot? a girl like that with scum like you? you're pathetic and you know it is true.

get up little boy come on if that's what you are. your best friend of seven years calling you a 'thing' even she knows how un-normal you are.

all you can hear is me, everyone is gone. even your first love who says ur name wrong. pathetic, disgusting, you should be dead. i know your hurting but what is it worth.

stop trying, no one wants you. you're nothing. can't even keep up a conversation. and even the pathetic attempts to swoon, no one wants a boy like you.

don't forget two years ago. the blood was nice and what if you would have died? no one would come, no one would care. you're nothing. you're nothing. let me say it some more.

it's just me and i won't ever leave. so do what i say or i'll appear again. stop trying. be alone. no one wants you. no one wants us. 

let's go back to being quiet and not make a fuss. it's easier that way people won't leave. all you need is me and some t.v.

we are nothing. we are pathetic. this isn't a fairytale so stop trying to make it come true. we only need each other please don't go.

i bet who reads will only feel utter disgust or pity. we don't need them. no tears. no tears. we don't need a soul.

just some good wifi the solitude of our home.

i'm not a boy. i'm not a man. i am nothing. don't you understand?

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FoodIsLife101 #1
aw dont say that.. People might not accept you right now(even your family), but surely some people do, just be yourself, thats all it matter anyway.. Just stay strong. And be confident for who u are(just like now) and soon enough you'll find yourself someone who will stay and understand you for who u are *^_^*
sleepingprince
#2
I hope that people will start to accept you as you are and stop judging . Everyone deserve equal chance an right to be who they are . You are a brave person . Nothing can change who you are despite of all the pressure and etc. stay strong , have more confidence and be yourself :) Fighting !
NoonaYoung
#3
You hit it right with the second line from bottom!!!
That's all I need, in order to live in my world, a world that no one will judge me or hurt me.
Galaxy_98 #4
Wow, mate. Just wow. So rebelling yet, poetic. I am blown with the flow of words. I hope people around will start accepting you like the way you are. And you are not alone. Salute to your bravery. Have a blessed day.