love, love, love, love; I want it. I crave it. I have it, yes of course. family, I have family they love me. romantic, I feel that I want it. soft kisses, intense nights; passion and desire.

I love the beginning. the falling, the skips you think you feel with just talking. I get it, I have it; yet now I don't want it? no no NO! I want it, I'm sure of it! but, my solitude..what happens with my solitude?

I love you! right? yes right! or, maybe not? I don't know, I have no clue. my heart says it loves you and then the bubble pops and all I want is my solitude.

I want it, I crave it, I want you but..maybe I don't. I don't know, I'm sorry I don't know. I love making you happy, I love having you yet I also want you nowhere near me. 

confusing, I'm confused; help me, I need you. I want it, I want love! Yet..I love my solitude.