Just me ranting, 24k, poll, weird

Hello my lovely people on AFF (assume you're human here, don't get mad if you're an alien; hi to you too!) 
I've just been having this weird mind of mine rant over and over inside my sick little head of mine and I just thought I needed to share every little thing the "voices" have been ranting on. XD

FIRST OF ALL:
HAVE YOU ING SEEN 24K'S COMEBACK YET? HOLY MOLY SET MY ON FIRE! don't actually do that... pls... But dude OMG! like When the MV came out I was like holy ing christ! i need to ing see it now or I die. But then I didn't even get 1 minute into the ing MV and I was already shutting it off since my ovaries had exploded like I was a ing bomb and my body was now in peices all over a crimecene. HOLY ! I have tried to watch it 5 times, I can't surpas the 0:50 mark even. I'm dead all dead like This is Hanna's spirit talking, or writing, and she dead. Like real dead. I mean as fast as I see Hui and Jeunguk and Like everyone I feel like I'm gonna wake the whole ing 16th centuray. Like it's not possible for me. 


I mean look at those visuals!!!!!! ALL OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And then Cory posed a ing awesome, I have to say, SMEXY AF ING SELCA OF HIS SIXPACK LIKE "SUP LADIES, WANT SOME OF THIS? SORYY YOU CAN'T IT'S KISU'S." LIke who do you think you are? I mean this is the proof of why I can't even have a single day with just 1 bias from 24K. They're all stealing my heart away from each other. I mean like come on! Cory, stop it, you've been my nr1 four times today. I can't handle the fact that you want me to stan you more than the others again, for the fifth time. I mean okay yeah I can do that since I'm a freaking fangirl who loves you so freaking much I would do anything, here take the nr1 spot for the fifth time today, it's allright I'm just gonna cry again. 



Hui has a special place in my heart, always has and always will! He's so special to me so much that I'm still here today. I love him so much, I love his voice, his face, his laugh, his smile, his chillness and his cuteness. HE IS VERY SPECIAL AND WE SHOULD ALL LOVE HIM! #자신감hui


Cory and I have the same humor, I love him so much and I wish he could understand how much he means to all of us 24U's. Tallented Song writer and composer, dancer, leader, singer and yeah I'm gonna say it, rapper! Everything you do is always FIRST CLASS!!! #ThankyouCory


I love Jeunguk so so much, he is so talented in everything he does and his love for us 24U's are never ending! 


There's almost nothing he can't do! Support support supprot!! Love! Love! Love!


My little (he's older tho) angle! You make me smile all the time just by seeing you smile~


I love Kisu so much I can't even explain how I feel! My legs bent when I saw him, and he was like 5 meters away! My love for him is so strong! >3<


This little ball of fluff is awesome and talented! I'm so happy I got to see you live! You were so sweet and cute, and you hushed us >///< (ahhhh so cute)

Now back to the thing I was gonna rant about... Live's biggest questions....(Have Sehun seen my DM on insta yet? JK!!!!!) (He hasn't answered tho... T.T)

As you may know my first language isn't english, suprise suprise, if you haven't noticed then maybe you haven't really thought about all the missspellings and other things I have in my stories and such... (pointing at the word missspelling since it don't really have 3 s's but only 2...) And since I'm not living in an "English-ed colture land", I don't seem to be acting "normal", IF THAT'S THE WORD, as other people from my contry. Yes I know a lot of people from Sweden are fantastic english speaking humans and yes we do talk very much english since TV and music and such, but I think in English.... THINK! My mind don't recall that I myself isn't a person who needs to speak english all the time (I DON'T RECALL! BARA BAPAPA BARA BAPA BARA BAPAPA I DON'T RECALL!) (<-- Plays Don't recall by K.A.R.D here pls) 
I mean come on... I can't even think in my own language anymore. It's not that it is bothering me that I don't think in Swedish, but it bothers me since I hear my own voice inside of my head, saying these things that I think... Like now when I'm writing this I go in my mind, hearing my voice talking just the way I write... It's weird, for me actually... Does anyone else do this?? Let me know if someone else is doing this and it's totally normal, or if I'm super weird and needs to see a doctor or some for these "voices" in my head...

Okay, back to reality. 
I've only got 1 week left of school, ING YAY! I mean.... I'll miss it?... no I really mean yay. I'm not going to hang around school after our teacher says that it's ok to go home. I'll be the first one to get the out of there. I'm gonna be like "BYE BICH! SEE YALL NEVER!" except that I have to come back next semester.... But you know what that means!! *wink wink* 
I'll be able to focus on my fanfics!!!!!! at least for a week or so... before I start my job over the summer. Yeah. But I hope I will be able to write new chapters to the following: Username: V, Trapped, The forest of teeth (those I've allready gotten somewhere on but not yet finnished, like it's so little like just a page or some .)
I hope I will be able to finnish The Maknae's little sister and Hello Mr. Bad Boy. 
I mean I only have to write one chapter of them both since it's gonna be the last chapter of them, look forward to see all the hate! XD No but seriously, TMLS is so hard to write an ending on I mean, wasssuupp?? 
And Trapped? I mean Since History decided to ruin my life by disbanning I feel like when I tries to write about them. I loved them too much, but for the story I mean I don't really know what happened between Kyungil and Jaeho (in real life) since I couldn't find Jaeho's Insta on Kyungil's Insta I was like whaaaaat?

But then I thought, maybe I can see in the future and I knew that they were going to hate each other because of this girl that... Kyungil... Married?? 

Is this really happening right now?! CAN I REALLY BE WRITING ABOUT THE TRUTH? (ME AS YANO GETTING SLAPPED BECAUSE THIS IS ING AS A THEORY AND IT'S ING TY TO THINK I CAN SEE THE FUTURE WHERE KYUNGIL IS MARRIED TO JAEHO'S EX)




I'm gonna miss their gay T.T

Can you guess who my bias was in History?? If you can I'll give you a Kookie *wink wonk*


NEVERMIND!

Oh and I think I might do a poll or something soon! Just a heads up, I want to know what type of stories I write best, and what type of stories you want me to write more! 
 

 

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