Are my friends fake?
That was literally the question that's been stuck in my mind the whole entire day. I'm in a friendship group of 4, two of which have been friends since they were weeny kiddies. I understand and I accept the fact that I can't interfere with the strong bond they have, but I've always wondered, because they're so close, do they talk about me? So the four of us used to share an account but I barely ever post so I practically not a part of it anymore but I login every once in a while because THE MEMES ARE LIT
I was just looking over the dms because surely, I have to password, we trust each other and don't talk bad about each other, right? IVE NEVER BEEN SO WRONG IN MY LIFE OMG. I look at the group chat and they are both talking about me! And reason why is because I didn't basically talk about another girl over the internet (which is so so stupid!) And the girl they were arguing with was black and one of my friends Said "oh that's why she never talks about the beef" and they were just saying so much , calling me a and all. But forget about that, the thing that irritated me the most was when she said "all black people are the same, the only reason she didn't stick up for you was because the girl was black"
When I say I was livid like honestly I was fuming, what is "all black people are the same" even mean?? I really don't know what I've done wrong, just because I wouldn't chip in and throw an insult or two over the internet about FREAKING KPOP *exhales* I honestly love kpop, but all the fan wars and arguing is just so... Tiring and unnecessary, just love the music and the idol it's not that deep -.-
I just feel very sad and betrayed and a little confused because we've been friends for four years and they block me and then talk about me behind my back? I just don't really know what to do, I don't want 4 years to go down the drain because of internet feuds but I really really don't like them at this moment in time.
If any of the story is unclear then just let me know and I'll explain further
Thank you so much for getting this far <3 love ya lots xoxo
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