So today, after school I'm meant to go to science seeing as I'm getting Es and I need the help. 

Buuuuuuuuuuut 

Nooooooooooooooooooooo. I had to go to drama for a lighting rehearsal. I decided "I'm gonna be resourceful, 10 minuets in drama and then be in science till 4." 

I was outside drama at 15:28 near enough throwing up and crying. I was shaking and having trouble breathing. I couldn't feel the on-set earlier, but it freaked me. 

This is what I didn't want to happen. Now because of me, my group have to do our lighting tomorrow morning before school starts. And we are the first group to perform. 

I still feel really sick. I'm still getting shakey every now and then and my boyfriend won't even comfort me because I whine too much about how stressful drama is. I needed his support today, and all I got was negative remarks and meanness. 

So today hasn't been great but you know what, The exam is tomorrow. I'm hoping it happens again.

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11-5-17

I had two more attacks today.. I got through it though. Hopefully I went up a grade.