Yow, its been a long time since I made a blog!

But thats not what I came from. I'll start:

If you have read my really old last blog about me something lesbian and coming out. Basically I was asking for all of your help how I wanted to break free. And yes, give your eomma a round of applause of succeeding. Tho, at first it didnt worked out well. How? Lol they neglected me as a child. But soon, it went well. Thank the heavens above that was some tough . You dont know how hard I've been through to surpass all of these problems.

Anyways, I got myself a girlfriend that time. Well, it was pretty easy to get her since we both "love" each other, or so I thought. We were all happy, we lasted about a few months. At first we were all happy and sweet and . This cause quite a stir in my friendship tho cuz apparently, I have a male friend who has a ing crush on me. Hard core.

Now he is ing creepy as soon time lassed by. I thought he's really open about my relationship. Most especially that we're friends, mention that we're the closest ones in the group and shares our dark s and all.

From the sweet and caring friend, he became a possessive . I mean ikr we're not even together so why so possessive? And even telling me that "men are for women, women are for men." Finally I settled stuffs with him and now we're back to normal..... Or so I thought?

Anyways back to my ex lol. We became cold at each other but being the man in the relationship, I tried my best to make her smile and build the relationship that she's not helping me with anymore.

When our christmas party has reached, it has already ended. Me and my friends have to go at the mall that time to celebrate. While we're walking out the gymnasium, I saw how her group of friends are like, squealing at something. I got confused why and I have to ask them about "her" tho cuz I havent seen her all day. When I reached her group of friends, there I saw her. Taking a picture with a man I have never seen before and whats worse? Even kissing him on his cheek.

Idk what to do that time so I run all the way out the gym, pretending that I havent seen a thing. I dont want to look like a fool so I avoided the crowd and just waited for my friends outside.

Pity me am I right? She also has the nerves to break me up saying she isnt feeling the same anymore.

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I cried and cried. But I have to move on because I know that we're not meant to be.. It just hurts yaknow?

Fast forward, i have these kumon college classes. And I met a girl there who caught my attention. No one knows im a lez there tho. But yeah, basically I do not know how to ask her out cuz basically we're not close nor we do not know each other.

So like, help your fellow citizen here?