This blog is kinda like my journal now so whatever I'm gonna spill it out here !!

A, B, and I have been close friends for 2 years now. A few days ago, A asked me to go out with her friends. We opt to asked B too, but knowing that she lives far from our meeting place, we knew she wouldn't agree. So we didn't ask her at all in the end.

During our time together we kind of-- send her our pic together(smth like having fun without her)

And she's mad. at. us.

I FELT REALLY BAD, THE WORST.

When I appeared at this one group chat with a lot of members, she left the group suddenly. Only A, B, and I, who knew what's up since-- she also left our exclusive three members group.

We tell her we're sorry, we were wrong, and she literally ignored us for more than 24 hours. We thought she blocked us until she replied, with minimum words and a sticker.

She HASN'T FORGIVE US she hasn't accepted our group invitation.

We're off school for the week so we haven't seen each other since.........last week

I know how she felt I was in her shoes not once, few times, even.

She could just accept our apologies since me and my friend both realize our mistakes and we try to make it up but don't know how. She is old enough she's supposed to be mature but no she still ignore us and this has lasted for FOUR days. I'm  mwaiting to see if she's still gonna act like a kid until school starts again to calculate my next move because--- WE'RE REALLY SORRY OKAY BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, I'VE BEEN LEFT BEHIND BY YOU, TOO. I HAD BEEN THE SECOND OPTION, I HAD BEEN THE ONLY ONE LEFT OUT WHEN YOU AND SOME FRIENDS OF OURS  DECIDED TO "Oh, let's go swimming!!" AND THEN I GOT ASKED JUST THE NIGHT BEFORE THE EVENT BECAUSE THEY KNEW ONE OF OUR FRIENDS WOULN'T GO IF I DON'T.

YOU DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE NONE OF OUR FRIENDS ASKED ME EVEN WHEN I KNEW THEIR PLAN, EVEN WHEN YOU GUYS TALKED ABOUT IT IN FRONT OF MY FACE AND ASKED AROUND WHO'S ABLE TO COME EXCEPT FOR ME. HUUUUHHHHHHHH???!!!

Don't you think that you're the only one hurting here. I have been hurt, too, multiple times. But the act for forgiving conceal the wound.