I am having a heart attack (not literally)

Okay so I had this final project to finish and I finished it just now, a minute before the midnight and I managed to send it in before midnight. Phew. It's not finished though :( I mean, it is, technically, but I don't think I can get an A... And the grade here matters! Well, all of my grades all year in this subject are A's so that's fine, but what if the teacher says it's not good enough?? TT-TT

The text at the begining is all perfect and so on, and the just at once everything is so short and bleh TT-TT

I used to be a procrastinator and I changed that this year - I decided that when I became 18. But I had so many things I didn't do before, it was all piled up and I had to take care of it all TT-TT I am still not done with so many things. TT-TT I have been doing this project for two days straight because I couldn't do it before

I just had no time! TT-TT

I was even at school today a few hours longer than normal because one of my teachers said I have the most (?) talent for graphics and posters and she wanted me to make one and so we made it together.

I drove myself to school and I didn't even pay my parking ticket, I thought I had gotten a fine, but luckily I didn't TT-TT

Even one of the teachers that I like today got mad at me because I was late. The guy is never angry or anything, but I think he's got some problems with me lately for some reason. That teacher doesn't really like me anymore, I can tell TT-TT And I love that teacher TT-TT I don't know why so suddenly TT-TT He doesn't have problems with anyone TT-TT I think he thinks I am lazy or something because I don't always do the required work //reading books// and I just don't have time TT-TT

Honestly, I got rid of so many of my hobbies, including graphic design and reading fanfics and so much more, just to do everything I have to do TT-TT I can't give up on any more TT-TT And the only thing I am doing right now are tutorials for AFF magazine TT-TT At least I have fun TT-TT And do something I like TT-TT But since I don't have time on my hands, I thought of giving up on that too TT-TT But I won't!

Unless they kick me out TT-TT

 

 

TT-TT What have I done to my life

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On the bright side, it's Sam Kim's one year debut anniversary!!!!! <3 I love that guy, he's got such a good voice TT-TT

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pastelyoghurt
#1
dont rush things and take things slowly... :)
your body need some time to adjust all the changes you are making. add the things you want to do one by one so you have an idea how long will it take to do this particular thing and you can manage your time properly :)
Aidemstarz
#2
At least you got your project finished in time!! I'm sorry about your teacher :( It sounds like you're the one who needs a break, not me! I hope you can get one soon. Don't overwork yourself, okay? Take it easy if you start getting worn out :)