Hi, everyone... So I am very sick, and I've been like this for the whole past week. I've been under too much stress and I really can't handle talking to anyone or even finishing the posters I've been ordered to make. I did finish one of those posters and it's for the story Beating Again by _Paam_AU. I also made a poster for Seoul-Mate by Lulyssahyun, but it's not finished yet. I might even finish that one. (_Paam_AU, if you read this and still want your poster, you can tell me, I'll send it to you).

Anyways... I've been in the hospital and let me first tell you - hospitals in my country and very very very bad... So I'll skip most of the story and tell you the short story. 

I have been feeling like vomiting (which I haven't) for the whole week, plus my neck hurts on sides making my breathing hard. I went to the hospital. I was on ECG (heartbeat/puls rythm for those who don't know what this is) and also they took my blood. How does that have anything to do with me choking?? My results came out and they didn't say nor 'everything is fine' nor 'you are sick' and I can't really read graphs so... Also, I was on IV (I think that's what you call it). Anyways, they gave me sugar (with water), and after some time, the IV was empty. It was still in my arm and I called for a doctor, however, there was no one there. I waiting some time and then I started to panic because I saw the IV was filling with my blood and I was like 'I don't think this should be like this'. And some doctor walked up there and was writing something and I called for her. And she didn't answer. And I said 'Is there a doctor here?' and she was all like rude 'No, there is no doctor here.' and I was bewildered! And then she came after a minute and I was like 'My blood is going into IV, that's why I called, I don't think this is right?' and she said 'it's fine'. Seriously???

Anyways - 

So I tend to overthink things and I start many things and never finish, and also family situation - that all is what is causing me stress.

I hope you all understand. I might be back, but I don't know when. Aidemstarz, I've been chatting with you for a long time, so I'd like to communicate with you via facebook, messenger, if that is fine with you? I will probably not be available for the next two days.