Re-working!

Hello everyone!

First of all, I would like to apologize from my episodes of being dramatic and such. I have experienced, and still experiencing anxiety attacks, that I call it but I know and I hope something is not wrong with me, but nonetheless, I feel horrible and uncomfortable every single day. So, I'm sorry, for bursting all my emotions here in AFF.

Anyways, I know that I posted a note on my three fanfics, and I know that a lot of you wil be here for that.

As stated before, Look Here and Butterfly will be on a permanent discontinuation because of my writer's block on these particular fictions, as well as my too emotional attachment with Look Here. With this, I have decided to permanenetly put them back into my closet. I mean, yup, I will be deleting them for good. I will do so after a week, and I feel like I just had to tell you thses guys. Thank you for the utmost support you have given to these babies, you were all amazing, but these shall be back to rest. Hoping that someday I can continue them again, and when I do, you will all be the first to know.

Look Here, however, for the third time, will get a fresh start. It will still be an idol!au, but this time, it will be Jimin's story, and I swear I will do my best to finish it. Instead of posting these right away, I will be writing them manually, like how I started my love for writing. So yep, you remember my post where I gave a little sneak to my stories? THe plot of Jimin is that. 

Another thing, is that I have two new stories coming up, still on works, but will make sure to post it when I make around five chapters each. Well, I am practicing to write shorter chapters. Not because I feel the need to post them right away, but because I am trying to experiment with writing, I want it to become my safe zone again, and I don't want to end pushing myself again. Regarding to my two new stories, well, one's for Jimin, again! Yep, the boy's been keeping up. It will be based from a song of my current favorite American singer. Man, I hope this will turn out cute like the lad who got me swept up. LOL. The other one, is for my man RM, yesss omg, this one's a little serious, dramatic. This isn't angsty, but was most likely inspired from the very very famous Thirteen Reasons Why. I swear that book and series has been helping me alot.

So yep, that was my update. I will see you all in my next posts! <3

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soshi16
#1
It's okay! I feel you! :) Fighting!
anneke329 #2
I have anxiety too, if you ever need to talk or vent or anything, I am here. I know that for me at least, it has been hard to explain anxiety to people who don't have it. I hope that today is a little better then yesterday. Wishing you peace. -Anneke329
MinAhRa #3
Although Im little sad about your decision on keeping Look Here and Butterfly but I gotta accept your choice.You are the author after all.But Im glad that you are back into AFF!! Those days without your fanfics was a torture.Lastly, I just wanna say fighting!!! on your new stories. IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!! ^_^
HeadToToesLove
#4
Ayyy, my Look Here is also a Jimin fic :ooo Parallels, nice~
Except mine isn't an idol au, lol and it's also got Yoongi in it.
As someone who has anxiety, I can say that it's okay to have these attacks every once in a while, it's a part of living with it. But, if you ever feel the need to see someone, then that can help immensely with it. Or even, just like you have been doing, talking about here (or another forum) and letting it out.
You can always message me, I'm back on kakao and my PM's are open, so if you ever just want to vent, I'm here for you.
Double_jeon
#5
Aww... I am so sad when you said you want to keep Look Here and Butterfly back permanently,but I'll always support your decisions!!! Thank you for letting us know this through yr blog post &good luck for your new stories!!! :)))))