TO  THE GROUP I HAVE LOVED AND CHERISHED FOR FIVE YEARS NOW.

TO EXO HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY.

I've never been attached to a group as much as I've with you. I've never been enamored with idols as much as I've with you. You, you guys are the reason why I'm here - why I'm still here. I actually already left kpop but then I saw you and I was entranced. "Who are these boys dancing in those shining clothes and tight silver pants?" We all started with I only wanna know their names and a tick  tock later we're memorizing their songs.

THANK YOU EXO for still trying, for still thriving, and for still staying. I'm not to divulge the angst that happened before. I'm here to recall happy memories as to why I stayed, why I believed and why I will stay and why I will believe. When I was in school and all hell broke loose with all those requirements and stress you were my escape. You were the comfort, you were the warmth that my cold self needs. 

THANK YOU EXO for being the rainbows of my thunderous moments in life. Thank you, even if you won't hear it, won't know it; from the bottom of my heart (hypothalamus) I thank you EXO, for being EXO and for being our EXO.

SORRY EXO that all we could ever give you is support, our support, our love. Sorry if sometiems as fans we lack - we lack to notice how sometimes you need space, that sometimes you want your me-time too. Sorry EXO for those times that you were disappointed in us.

I LOVE YOU EXO, I love you then, I love you now, and I will love you tomorrow.

HAPPY 5TH YEAR EXO. 

- NIKKI :)