Pressure/ unprepare
i've been fatigue for 2 weeks. and tmr is my interview & i have so many events to attend in this April where i need to fully prepare abt it.. work is overloaded, my messy bedroom & stuff. i think 3 days ago, i've cried like 2 days in a row if i am not mistaken. bc i am so worried abt my upcoming exam & yet not prepare anything such as revision. i feel so ing drained.
work, exam, interview
3 things in one time to think of.
i didnt have someone to teach me, tutoring me. I am 17, I am afraid that i couldnt get credit for my exam. it hurts to think of it..
at the same time, i love my job too. and this interview is also important to me for pursuing nursing career. and same goes to my exam huhu.
WHYYYYYYYYYY ;_;
i dont have time for my family, my kpop, drama, my friends.
DOUBLE PAIN
idk what to say, i just feel like want to let out my burden off my chest. emptying my mind
hopefully everything goes well.
Amin Ya rabb <3
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