Violent Mood Swings, Vicious Rants, and Lesson Learned
I've been having some extremely violent mood swings lately and idk I wanna fight everyone near me. Half the times, they're not even being annoying T_T
Like I swear I am a nice person in general but these days I just wanna flip everything and fight anyone who's willing. I'm like a certified couch potato but you know things are serious when I ran in the treadmill for 20 minutes because i was fuming. Now my legs ache like and I am still mad. (can't run more than 20 mins. if i run more, that'd be suicide.) I've been avoiding my parents as well bc I don't want to be rude to them bc they don't deserve it. My mom confronted me asking why I backflip to the other direction when she walks into a room. I ended up bursting out crying, all snot and drool, ranting viciously about how school is exhausting, the people there are so ty, and life is so dull, math , physics is digging my grave right now, and I am so done with all the negativity in general. Everything is weighing me down.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID???
Mom: Is it that time of the month again??
Me: *dies in a corner*
My mom starts laughing as I cried like a baby. (I was wheezing I guess. can't remember). Then she starts telling me that I become a prissy drama queen during my time of the month. Then she hugged me and was like "It's okay my big baby, everything will be alright." (Jimin is mom)
I was so embarrassed but I felt way wayy better.
So the lesson of the day: IT IS OKAY TO CRY FOR NO REASON. YOU'LL FEEL LIKE THE WEIGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED OFF UR SHOULDERS AFTER YOU HAVE A GOOD CRY.
HAVE A GOOD DAY *thorws another Hobi gif at ya*
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