Thoughts... Recurring thoughts, recurring nights.

Every night I fall asleep staring at his back turned towards me. I'm happy.

My feelings for him never went away, even though I had hope so after attempting to maintain 'us' as just friendship.

It was always easy for him of course, we are bros! From the very beginning.

But night after night I fall asleep again with him by my side. And he is not my man.

终究这个与我同床共枕的男人不属于我。