First of all before I start anything -  anyone that I forget to reply to (mainly you eonnie) please know that I am reading everything but I barely have time to think let alone write properly. This blog is here because I need to rant a bit. Things are getting easier as an aupair but harder as a freelancer. 

also this blog may contain swearing and mention of my lack of s. because i am lacking them. 

So, back to topic

here's the new me:

... okay I highly doubt I can fool anyone lol. So I had my hair tied up and from a certain angle it looked almost like it had been chopped short . I have curly hair so it would look crazy wild if it was actually cut XD 

On the other hand

I did have it redyed lol for the summer I will go to a different saloon and have that fire ombre I've been wanting but for now this is how I look XD

(btw I wish I hadn't lost all the weight from the one thing that actually looked good on me before lol #wherearemyboobieslol I used to be like a DD at least but now my D cup bras are nearly perfect lol. And my DD one is BIG. Like REAL BIG. sigh

okay that's enough of being a goof

so Italy is good. no school yet, met some people, going to Monza tomorrow. Had pizza today plus family lunch at the mom's mom's house XD I, again, thought that the pasta was the main course (...yeaaah) and declared I was full before the ing first course. It was 'only' some meatballs-the fried type) and lamb plus veggies though so 'not' a lot :D After that came the salty cookies thingie (those who know what that is, think of fornetti lol) and thennnn we had fruits, then coffee and fig-pie? I think. Anyway it was pretty wild lol. We DID go on a super long walk after though so that's good :D 

I have some pictures of Sovico, not a lot because imgur won't take them and I'm too lazy to retry but yeah. 

I call them 'church time on sunday' lol 

so, topic 241242 and real reason for rant. HOW DO PEOPLE DO THIS? I mean, okay. I'm apparently the 'good' aupair so far (..ok I do offer wayyy more help than needed but I'm used to it so) but i'm at my wit's ends. the amount of things I need to write on short deadline is just MAD and I'm at the point of wanting to go on a vacation at the freelancer site because this is too much. I also ended up really sick this week so I could barely do anything. 

The family is still nice -  they do fight a lot but I think they are just pretty.. temperamental - and the kids told me they prefer me to the old aupair lol. Kat 1 - other gal 0 XD The baby probably doesn't care though lol I am with her the majority of the time and now I know how to handle her mostly. The kids in general are sweet though so yeah, that part is good. I think this is my last job befofre freelancing full tiem though. I will be travelling however, pretty much every year or so. I can't stop yet :D 

Okay, another thing

So we went to a pizzeria and based on the prices I thought the pizzas were per slice. So knowing that I pigged out today, I chose one of the cheapest seeming options and ordered a 4-cheese pizza. 

..yeah.

I got some help eating it but it was a struggle lol. I liked the beer I drank with it tho (it was german I think, light but IDK THE NAMEEE). 

btw to those who are curious, this is how my hair looks in proper light. I was on my ( . ) so my face was all ugly and puffy but the hair is good XD