Hi readers...

I just broke up with my 5 year relationship boyfriend, because of really hurtful reasons and I've been trying to distract myself by overworking myself at my accounting job, watching jungkook (BTS) videos at night  and that's my routine for the week so that I dont think about it, but every time i get a break I end up thinking about it and my heart breaks and I start pouring in secret without my family knowing. Can anyone tell me some suggestions of what I can do in the weekend to take my mind of the breakup?

I don't really have friends since I couldn't take it with people just using me and stabbing me in the back. My family says I'm too soft hearted and I think I'm weird and maybe thats why I get abused by people or because they don't like me. I'm not an idiot or stupid but i can't get mad at people it makes my heart hurt, I cant be mean it's just not me. T.T 

Please help me T.T