so i said im going back to Scotland at the end of this month.

yea

i lied

Well, okay so to be a 100% honest I did not know what would happen, I just gave an estimate of when I may disappear for a short while again. But as usual I proved to be wrong. I'm not going back at the end of the month..

I'M GOING TOMORROW. Well, to be precise I'm going in less than 20 hours. It's crazy and rushed and I will be at a hostel for the time being and who knows what can happen but

I DON'T CARE. I know what I'm doing, I'm TRYING to make a difference. I can't stay cooped up in this ty country waiting for a miracle. Nope. So my plane is leaving tomorrow at 6 ing 30. It's gonna be a pain as we are having bad weather but oh well. nothing I hadn't had before :D Flight is roughly 3 hours (a bit shorter if I recall well) so it's not so bad.

I have interviews for jobs lined up so it should go well :D

and

okay so I am already ashamed of my bare face but I gonna show it off anyway lol. I finally had my hair redyed. It's not pink - wanted it to be but one of the jobs I'm trying to get is a TEACHING ASSISTANT thing at a club after school so I can't go there with pink hair. It's this super dark red in exchange, a pretty good color. Gotta say it's the closest my hair has ever been to black XD I can't have too dark hair because my skin is way too pale (and blothcy and sensitivte so I can't even try tanning lol) and I look silly with it :D

So first of all before you see horrors... here is me in my New Year's attire

I ADORE THAT DRESS LIKE GUYS AND it was 15 pounds or something XD I mean it's a lot of money if you convert it to forint but still :D

I  look almost pretty on this one. But the hair was getting meh. roots were showing and crap XD

this is me now. YES that's how pale I look with my new hair. A little torn because of that fact but eh XD my hair is getting so freaking long tho O.O hairdresser said by the time I come back (in March probably) it will reach under the middle of my back :D fun, ha? (it is a pain to take care of tho already lol) she didn't even cut much cause she said my hair's doing ok thankfully :D  I look so different from when I left home for the first time lol

pictures aside

yea. im doing this :D will not be on hiatus since my laptop is fine but I may take a day or two to be fully here since the hostel may not have the ideal place for me to make posters * write at. I will look for the closest library / cheap coffeeshop and camp there :D will be like your typical posh freelance writer :D

welp that's all. was nice to ramble.

i gotta go and pack

:D

- Kat