So this is not the first time I feel about it but, I ALWAYS DO! Whenever I want to write a fanfic (especially the one with so many chapters) I will be like in a few chapters after that *i have no idea* *why do i feel not really motivate?* and so on. I mean when I have the excitement to write a fic or like boom! I got a freaking good idea but then I be like, nah im so lazy or just the idea has gone already. Besides, sometimes I just have that idea but you know my body isnt working well with my mind xD Sometimes my brother takes away the laptop and sometimes I need to go out urgently. So there's no time for me to update. What really bother me is I always post the story without finishing the writing! I've ever think about this that I will post the story after I've done writing but you know, the excitement is real so I be like post it in hurry xD

So.... I hope that the readers wont get mad or anything and this is really my mistake lol but yeah I'll continue the chapter whenever I have time and idea lol. But this is kinda upsetting. I think I'm overthinking to much which always lead me to forget the idea for the next update (seriously I've been through so many things so far especially this year and it's the worst). I'm also a human being, I have life. problems and yeah I do suffer a depression but I hope it'll be gone someday. Anyway, I hope I'll get into each fics to finish it soon! xoxo 

Aaah this blog is so honest I never did this xD Sorry ><