Well .

So today started okay... 

Religious Studies and science. Fun, and lessons where I get to charge my phone so... yeah.

Food tech... Not So much fun. Tried constructing my gingerbread house today... It failed but hey upside my teacher is making me a while new batch of gingerbread!! ^^

English- Nothing bad about English. Just feedback from my exam.... So It was pretty easy.

Drama. Dear lord have I realised my hatred for that ing class. All of them idiots. Other than my group. (Might do a Disney film or a mix of books we've studied.)

Maths- That was chill. nice and easy 

And then I got home at five after having intervention....

I'm mobbed by both dogs now (totally a cat person) and I'm still being told I have a ton of jobs to do AND my boyfriend consently nagging to go on a date.

I've had two Painc attacks. My depression, anxiety and stress are working against one another and I have the worst headache in the world.

I've been on the phone to my boyfriend since about 23:27 and we've both cried it out of us. we've talked about the problems and we are still happy together (3 days till a year).

I just need to get these last little bits out of my system and I might be able to sleep. 

¤ Yes I love him, and he loves me, but I have to beg him to talk about his feelings. He bottles everything up.

¤ I tried dealing with all my problems on my own. I don't like causing him distress.

¤Exams have us both in edge. I got 24 out of 80 in maths and he got 9 out of 80. We did different papers so he may have struggled I don't know.... 

 

I wont say please wish s the best because it isn't about that. I just needed to vent. Other than that, I'm perfectly fine. I hope some of you had a better day than I did.

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zan8901
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Jesus that's rough man. On the bright side, you got to make a gingerbread house! Those are cool. =D And math? Chill? Easy? Damn, you're a savage just from that sentence alone. I feel you with the panic attacks. I suffered through a sh*t ton of those. I hope you feel better soon. Exams are the worst, so I hope once they're over you'll be able to relax a bit. =) Make sure to take care of yourself, okay? Maybe drink something you like idk tea or coffee or hot chocolate and try to calm your nerves. Once those exams are over, I suggest taking a you day. Relax and do whatever the hell makes you happy! And take some medication for that headache! =D I hope you feel better!