♡ pastel ❝pink❞┆Ahn HyoJae 안효재
personality traits (+)Tough, Honest, Independent and Brave. (-) Narcissistic, Dominant, Perfectionist, Prudent and Rebellious.
PERSONALITY
TOUGH: She is known for being strong and determined, hence, gaining the recognition of being a tough lady, as she knows how to tolerate difficulty and suffering on her own. She's the type of person to want to achieve something by means of being tough as she remains determined and doesn't give up; whatever the situation incurs, even when there are difficulties or problems.
HONEST (aka SHE is WHO SHE is): She doesn’t feel the need to conform to the rules of society. She’s a misfit of the good kind. Her friends may pretend like they don’t appreciate her life choices, but somewhere deep within, everyone secretly wants to be her or wants to be with a girl like her. She doesn’t sugarcoat it. It’s true, sugarcoating a problem helps ease the pain now and then, but almost every time, a person would prefer a bullet in the head instead of five in the chest. She says what’s on her mind, and unless they're feeling guilty and miserable already or if it’s a sensitive issue, her friends would appreciate that trait of hers.
INDEPENDENT: Hyojae is a confident, self-motivated lady who takes responsibility for her actions and never blames the rest of the world for her mistakes or her downfalls. Also, she's the type of lady who pays her own bills (you could ask her Jaehyo oppa! Kkkk), buys her own things, and doesn't allow a man to affect her stability and self-confidence. She supports herself entirely on her own and is proud to be able to do so.
BRAVE: She's also known for not backing down from any challenges, especially not without a fight. One, don't get started with her brother, friends, or anyone close to her heart. Her friends and brother most importantly are her babies no matter how old they are (or older than her, in some cases), don't you dare lay any finger on them, or you'll have to face her, their mother hen. She doesn't hurt somebody physically, as said before. But her words could cut like a knife on somebody's whole being. If you want to be safe, just.don't.hurt.her.babies. (OH AND TALK WHEN SHE'S AROUND. NOT BEHIND HER BACK. BECAUSE SHE HATES IT WHEN SOMEONE DOESN'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TALK ON HER FACE.)
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NARCISSISTIC: Just like Jaehyo, she is very self reliant and self-centered, while also is commonly self-obsessed and has a very large ego. But she tries to lessen this, she's working on it a lot. But at times, her narcissistic self just comes out.
DOMINANT: Hyojae words things with confidence and certainty. Compare "Itaewon is this way" to "maybe Itaewon is this way, or something?". She's firm and forceful in her approach to problems. She also believes in 'tough love', and try to 'help' others by challenging them to prove themselves, as she herself would. If met by opposition, she reacts confrontational to defend herself. Because she's constantly trying to be 'dominant' in every situation, subconsciously, she does in either by being louder and better than those around her, or more restrained and therefore superior to those who lose their cool. Her confidence and demanding natures makes her a natural leader; she's more likely to take charge if necessary rather than fumbling around worrying. She will 'challenge' others in order to show her respect for the person's strength. She believes that it is important to 'prove oneself'. She says things like "if anyone tries to mess with me, I make them wish they'd never started on me in the first place". She loves competition... but hate to lose. Words like 'hot-blooded', 'brash', 'domineering', 'overbearing', might be used to describe her domineering temperament.
She can be a great, supportive friend who'd take a bullet for those close to her, unless you get on her bad side, in which case she'll try her best to 'rub your nose into the dirt'. It is important to her that she's strong and courageous, not afraid of anything. She will 'rise to the challenge', in order to prove herself, and look for opportunities to do so. It's important for her to be tough and strong. As a dominant person, she strives for independence, because to be dependent is to rely on others, to not be in the superior position. Dependence is weakness. She is 'thick-skinned' in a way, in many cases bulletproof against the criticisms of others, able to shrug or laugh them off.
PERFECTIONIST: She finds it hard to be happy with her work unless it is of a very high standard. It can be self-destructive and time wasting as she often procrastinate to avoid doing important tasks in what she sees as a substandard way. Hyojae pushes herself beyond the normal limits to achieve her goals and people are sometimes surprised by what she can accomplish. She does not deal well with pressure and close deadlines, particularly when her work is important, as she feels that she does not have enough time to make her work 'perfect' and therefore be happy with it. It can be both a blessing and a curse. Hyojae is not the same as those who suffer from obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), although she can be obsessive about her work.
PRUDENT: Hyojae is prudent in a way that, she wants everything to be perfect for her taste. It becomes a negative trait when she becomes too controlling, or becomes too much of a perfectionist, though she tries to lessen this sometimes, her members are a testimony of that.
REBEL: Hyojae is a person who stands up for her own personal opinions despite what anyone else says. As a true rebel, she stands up for what she believe is right, not against what's right. It's not about smoking crack, drinking till she's rendered unconscious, or beating the crap out of anyone that crosses her path. It's all about being an individual and refusing to follow a crowd that forces her to think the same way they do even if it means becoming an outcast to society. She knows who she is and do not compromise her individuality or personal opinion for anyone. She's straightforward and honest and she will sure as hell tell it like it is. She is a person who stands up for what she thinks is right, or just her opinions, regardless of what anyone (often her authorities) think. It's about not following the crowd and going through the everyday motions. She is usually outspoken and straightforward, meaning she doesn't care what others think and will tell off anyone. However, there are exceptions; some rebellion is just through passive-aggressive actions (i.e., Ghandi). 'Rebels' aren't non-conformists such as those they would define as "Gothic" or "Emo;"
If she doesn't conform, it's because she actually thinks conforming to the situation and not speaking out is morally wrong. Being rebellious isn't something she does by choice, she's born with it.
Shows a tough persona but deep inside, all she wants is to be loved and cared for. According to her brother, trainers and friends, she is very well known for having a strong personality. She is mostly direct to the point and doesn't go all i'm-giving-you-a-sign-so-notice-it.
Hyojae seems really strong but her heart is really soft--a trait that only comes out when she's with her friends and brother. She rather keep to herself than mingle with other new people; that sometimes, she gets labeled across rude for people who don't know her.
She is very sensitive and care for other people more than herself. She is very frank and doesn't hesitate to speak out her mind but makes sure that it doesn't sound so much like an insult or an overreacting comment. Hyojae is confident and doesn't care about the hate other girl trainees give her in her past as a former trainee of Cube and J. Tune, instead, she used their hate as her fuel to keep her going on and learning more to prove to the other trainees that she isn't what they think who she is.
How she acts off stage and offcam: Hyojae seems really strong but her heart is really soft. She always think of others before herself and she's really sweet. She's good at taking care of others. She seems really serious about all things but she laughs easily, innocently and goodheartedly at almost every legit thing. Very easy-going if you dig deeper.
How she acts on-stage: She treats the stage as a second home. She makes sure her moves are perfect, her voice is conditioned and her appearance is one of the best. She gives off a cool vibe and a very mysterious aura when she steps onstage. People who don't know her that well thinks she's arrogant and rude. She also has a bottle of swag everywhere she goes. Its like, when she walks, the word 'SWAG' trails behind her feet. Charisma is always with her wherever she goes, it's like the word 'CHARISMA' and 'SWAG' are her shadows.
How she acts around her friends: She's very caring and has a sweet spot for all of her friends. Heck, it's like she's taking care of her children. She won't even let mosquitoes near them. Very understanding and calm, she does what a rational person does. Doesn't take any side, thus, tries to solve the problem without taking one's side to avoid injustice.
background
Hyojae came from a family of four in Busan, South Korea. A father, mother and and older brother. When she was younger, she initially wanted to be a doctor like her father but when she was growing up, she saw how much her older brother puts his passion into music--even practically forcing it to her, and soon, music also grew on her. It started with her playing the guitar, and then piano followed, and finally, the drums. Her brother finds it amazing how his younger sister grew to love music as much as he does when in fact, she paid no attention to it before.
They started recording song covers at a young age, the videos kept by their parents as a collection. But then come middle school, her older brother started getting into music entertainments; first there is LOEN, and then DSP followed suit; "when you grow a little older, join oppa, okay?" he said, and when Hyojae stepped into middle school, she followed her brother's path and auditioned to CUBE Ent., as her brother's training there as well. She got accepted the first time and was grouped with trainees (who soon debuted as A-Pink), but when her brother got injured, she stopped to take care of him. When he auditioned to J.Tune, she did as well; and both of them got accepted. But since hyojae figured that j.tune doesn't prioritize girl trainees as much as it did to guy trainees, she decided to leave because she thinks that j.tune would just 'stock' her up like that and that her talents and efforts would be put to waste and she doesn't want any of it. so she quit. and that made jaehyo quit too because he likes to think that he and hyojae are attached by the hip. And then, Brand New Stardom became their home.
But then, things went downhill from there. Yes, her brother debuted under the group Block B, along with their group of friends but things happened. From the contracts not being watertight, to a whole lot of controversies. "Hyojae, don't wait for oppa anymore. A talent like yours doesn't deserve to be wasted. Go, run after your dreams and stop worrying about us." She remembered Zico telling her, and what was left for her to do? She decided to step out of her brother's shadows and find herself a company that would help her reach her dreams.
Alas, Fantagio co.. But wait...how did they come to contact her? Clue: Woo Jiho.
(add) She was enrolled in ballet classes by her parents when she was four years old and trained up to fourteen years old. Come late fourteen years, she started taking hip hop dance classes along with jazz. And that's how she became versatile in dancing.
trivia
– likes:
→ Red Velvet Cupcakes- this was the first recipe she ever learnt to bake and she grew to like it just as much.
→ Peaches- Peaches have always been her comfort food...uh, fruit.
→ Narcissus flower- Narcissus flowers have been her favorite thing since forever. It's because the narcissus flower is her birthmonth flower. It is said that those flowers symbolizes sweetness.
→ Strawberries.
→ Children.
–dislikes:
→ Nuts- She's allergic to any kind of nut.
→ Too much perfume and makeup.
→ Dirty places- She scolds her Block B when their 'dorm' is dirty but she ends up cleaning the mess all by herself.
→ The smell of cinnamon.
→ Dolls- She's creeped out of dolls.
→ Marshmallows.
→ Blood (She has a blood phobia), Frogs, Insects and The smell of Victoria's Secret 'Love Spell' (She can't take the smell so much that she gets nauseous immediately upon catching a whiff of Love Spell.)
– hobbies
→ Painting
→ Enhancing her rapping skills.
→ Writing lyrics and composing melodies for songs, playing the guitar, drums and piano also.
– habits
→ Bites her lower lip when nervous, bites her upper lip when in deep thought and chews her lower lip when in a bad mood.
→ Saying "wakey wakey" to herself when she wakes up.
→ Kissing her friends'/cousin's cheeks in a form of greeting/farewell.
→ Shouts when aggravated/annoyed.
→ Squinting her left eye when trying to keep her temper and raises left eyebrow when disagreeing.
→ Whistles randomly while writing lyrics, trying to think of a melody that suits the lyrics she's writing.
– trivia:
→ She is anemic. She often faints when 1.She's on her monthly period (she bleeds profusely) and 2. When she doesn't get much rest.
→ She's a workaholic that sometimes comes to a fault.
→ Has a night blindess.
→ Allergic to nuts.
→ She looks like your typical pretty girl, but don't be deceived---she can spit fire on you in a matter of one-two-three.
→ She's a great cook and can bake great too.
→ She doesn't drink coffee.
→ Her SNS accounts username: IV.ahnHJ
→ "There is always hope" has been her catchphrase ever since.
→ Hyojae is known to be very strong. She never cried, not even once, her family, friends and co-trainees know this well. She cries by herself when no one hears her. She's that strong. She has to be strong.
→ Phobias: Blood, Dark (She has night blindness)
→ Her name 효재 was tattooed on her brother, Jaehyo's, left wrist.
→ "I wanted you to be the main lead in our 'Her' MV but it just so happened that you're not an ostritch so... maybe next time, kitty, when we wouldn't need an ostritch to be our lead girl hahahahahaha!" Zico often joked to her after he compliments how beautiful Hyojae is.
relationships
BROTHER | Ahn Jae Hyo (25--turning 2 on December23) | Sub–Vocal, Visual of Boygroup, Block B. | NARICSSISTIC, Overprotective but overly sweet. | Jaehyo could go from "You see, we both are blessed human beings. I mean, just look at our faces! Aren't we pretty, my dear sister?" to "Why are your shorts so....short?! These idiots are a bunch of erted guys!!! Go cover yourself in a.....sack or a curtain or something!" real quick. "I swear to God and all things holy, Ahn Hyojae, stop wearing y clothes or I'll wrap you up in bubble wraps! Ah! I'm going crazy!" But even so, he holds his one and only sister dear to his heart. He only wants what's best for her and strives to give her everything that he could. "Don't marry even after fifty years okay? Hm, well, maybe when you're 65 years old, I'll allow you to marry. But for now, don't leave oppa for another guy okay? Nobody could steal you away from me. I'll....flick them."
Bestfriend | Woo Jiho (24) | rapper and record producer. Famously known as Zico, the leader of Block B | Fierce rapper on stage but very dorky and funny offstage | "ISTG AHN HYOJAE. STOP. ING. MAKING. ADORABLE.FACES. Our fragile hearts can't take it! And besides, you wouldn't want us all getting jailed and being in the headlines for poking some eyes out, ayt? Stop it. Hey, Jihoon-ah? Hand me over a plastic please, let's try and cover our kitty's face." Jiho, just like Jaehyo, is overly protective of Hyojae. He acts as if he's her father, when in fact, it's Hyojae who takes care of Block B (she cooks for them, cleans their dorm, does their laundry, etc) back then when she was not yet too busy with her trainee life. When she got busy, Jiho was the first to whine about her absence. "Where is my kitty? LET HER OUT FROM WHATEVER DUNGEON SHE'S IN! I MISS MY KITTTTTYYYYYYY!"
ETERNAL BASHER | Pyo Jihoon (23) | Rapper, Maknae of Block B.| Charismatic rapper onstage but a playful guy offstage. Diva-ish, basically Hyojae's boy version | "Aww is the little kitty feeling under the weather today? Woke up at the wrong side of the bed? Awww poor kitty kitty, c'mere, I'll pat you." Pyo Jihoon lives for Hyo's awkward/embarrassing moments. He's proud that he's her number one basher, jokingly. He always picked on her whenever they have a dancing-slash-rap battle but that's because he wants her to be at her best. He was the devil side to her angel side as he would like to put it, as when Hyo's pushing herself to her limit, P.O's the one who's forcing her to take a break, or take a rest in general. He calls Hyo 'my pretty doll'. He's like her Knight in Shining Armor. He hates it when others are making Hyo angry and upset. That's his job, alone. "Hey...how's my pretty doll? Come on now, who made you upset? Tell me, I'll snap them off. How dare they? I'm the only one allowed to make you upset. Heheh kidding. You need a hug, doll?"
BLOCK B | South Korean Pop Group under Seven Seasons | Block B is like Hyojae's second family. Though they are all grown ups, they still act like a bunch of kids to Hyojae, making her basically their mother who takes care of them. 
Park Kyung: "How is my baby girl doing? Are you getting enough rest? Eat well okay! Since you take care of us all the time, we wouldn't know what to do if ever you get sick! Keke. Just be safe, baby girl."
Lee Taeil: "Jiho is being such a . Keeps on mocking my height. I swear, one of these days, I'll kill him in his sleep. Oh!!! Hyojae-ah! I'm just kidding! Hehe...he? Oppa is not anything like that, mhmm?"
Lee Minhyuk(B-bomb): "Hyojae, pretty girl, let's take a selca~~~ Uwaaahh. We both look so good. Screw your brother. Hehe! Jaz kiddin!"
Kim Yukwon (U-Kwon): "Really guys...let's stop stressing our Hyojae out... (after a few mins) HYOJAEEE-AAAAHHHH~~~~~~ Oppa needs a massageeeee. Massage me pleaseeeee. | Hyojae-ahhhh, oppa wants ppajeon. Cook for me juseyooooo~ | Uwaaaahhhh my Hyojae is such an amazing person. Watch movie with oppa~~~?
Close Friend | Han NamJoo (25) | Vocal Trainer at Fantagio co. | Sassy, Frank and Outgoing |Namjoo is the sister Hyojae never had. They were introduced before as a vocal trainer-vocal student. Namjoo is the only girl out of her four siblings, that's why she sees Hyojae as her sister, maybe not by blood, but for the bond they shared and still continue to share despite their busy lives.
Close Friend | lin koxun (19) / Lead vocalist and Lead rapper of pastel /METICULOUS, INNOCENT, INSECURE and INDECISIVE / koxun and Hyojae blend quite well, to be honest. They are like each other's shadows. When one of them is upset, goes missing, angry, etc., they'll be the one to know where the other is, or when the other is going to cool her head down.
backup leader, lead vocalist
stage name hyo.j
persona fancam goddess
fanclub name+colour fairies (derived from 'fairy floss' which is a sweet treat, mostly in pink color) + #FFA5D2
talent twins
vocal f(x)'s former member sulli
dance snsd's yuri
Rap -
others variety: exid's hani
trainee years 1 year in Cube (14 years old), 1 year in J.Tune (15 years old), Three yearsin Brand New Stardom (16-19 years old), 19-Present: Fantagio Co.
trainee life
Out of nowhere, the CEO of fantagio co. contacted her, asking her to report on fantagio, and bring her audition tape. So in doubt, she asked, why all of a sudden? It turns out, Zico pulled some strings so that Hyojae wouldn't find it hard to look for a company, and that Zico spoke so highly of her that the producers are looking forward to her audition.
So the next day, she auditioned by personally delivering her audition tape in fantagio co., which just so happens that it was noh hyojungn, a trainee, who was entering the building the moment Hyojae arrived so she called for his attention and politely asked him if he could pass her audition tape to the recruitment team of fantagio and he said yes, Hyojae left after thanking him. Three days later, she received a call, telling her to report to C&P Entertainment the next day and that she needs to bring her audition materials (i.e: music).The moment she started to rap, she immediately got SkyHigh, Hyojun and Javin's approvals. (I made up all producer names because idk the producers under fantagio T^T). After her rap piece, she bowed down and prepared her music for her dance. But before she pressed play, she looked at the ceiling and let off a thankful smile with her eyes closed. As she was dancing, she remembers how her parents were the number one persons to actually support her love of dancing when she was little starting from enrolling her at multiple dance lessons, from ballet to hiphop to jazz to attending her numerous recitals even if they're cooped up with work. With that though in mind, she gave her best performance, chanting in her mind 'I'm doing this for Mom and Dad and Jaehyo oppa and Block B oppas' over ad over again. "I like this girl. She has this air of strong determination to her." Another producer told the top producer who's beside her, to which, the male producer nodded. "Her rap is over the top for a female rapper but her dancing...wow, it's like she's demanding for all eyes to be on her. This is rare." He replied.
"This is a rare case, where I'm totally out of words to say but wow. You had this air of dominance around you. It's as if you were ordering us with your eyes and moves that we should only look at you and no one but you throughout the duration of your audition. Wow. Thank you for a wonderful audition." Hyojae wouldn't forget the words P.K told her the moment they evaluated her. She would've cried tears of joy right then and there but she gathered herself. "Congratulations, kid. Welcome to C&P Entertainment." SkyHigh told her as she bowed dow to everyone.Finally, she's a fantagio Trainee.
As a trainee, she was looked upon because of her hardworking nature, she has many surprises inside her body. She can dance excellently and write lyrcis as well as compose songs. But you cannot remove the bullies in every trainees. There are some who bully her because saying she can only dance but NOT sing. Some even got to the extent of comparing her to TOP, saying he could sing better than her. And it's alright. Hyojae acknowledges it and ignores the unnecessary comments.
Even so, she's respected just as much because of her dancing prowess. She literally walks, works like a boss, carrying the pride Zico, Jaehyo and Block B has for her, thus, gaining recognition among her co-trainees and producers alike.
predebut activites She had a hand in composing some songs in various Block B albums and was credited under the pen name "HJ."
scene suggestions
▸ Hyo meeting Haru through Hanbin (Tablo's daughter) for the first time and Haru doesn't want to let go of Hyojae.
▸ She collapsed one time during a performance because she didn't get enough rest.
▸ Hanbin messaging Hyo on LINE, being his usual cute self (He only claims to be cute towards Hyo) but suddenly, (really out of the blue), he sent "You're so ing physically and mentally attractive at the same time nuna, that's why I'm so crazy about you."
▸ Hanbin accidentally blurting out on national television when asked who his ideal type is (their relationship is a secret as advised by YG but he did not stop them from dating anyway) "Ahn HyoJae...ah! I mean! Because! She's so dedicated to her work! And is such a great dancer!" and iKON covered for him, saying that Hyo is also their ideal type.
▸ Hanbin, bringing Hyo home to meet his family and Hyojae was accepted warmly. Hanbin's mom told him that he doesn't need to find anybody else because Hyo is the best choice for him.
▸ MINO, Zico, GDragon, Bobby and TOP ing Hyojae and Hanbin (aka The Greatest ers *according to Hanbin* Team)
▸ Mino pissing Hanbin off by commenting on Hyojae's instagram posts (post-debut. Like how Taeyang was trolling CL on her IG acct: "Dope video! Congratz!!!") and making sure he gets a reply, just for the heck of it.
▸ Fanservice: koxun x HyoJae fanservice (SNS pictures), Hugging in Public+Awards Shows+Fake PDA (Which koxun initiates: Hold hands tight, hugging, kiss on the cheek). They're dubbed as the "xunJae" couple, much like TaeNy and ChaeRa.
▸ Variety Shows: Running Man, Strong Heart and Happy Together.
▸ Someone from another group, boy group, (EXO's Suho probably) confessed on a variety show that he keeps an eye on Hyojae and koxun, being on the show also, was asked to react about it and she said "She's my wife. I won't give her to anybody~~~" playfully.
▸ Zico performing 'It hurts' onstage(on an wards show or smth) , and he went to Hyo's place, took her hand, and asked her to sing Sojin's parts.
password 1. Dog | 2. Mature |3. pastel
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