hi! i'm jaira and i'm here to give a little announcement not that a lot of people will care too much but lol i feel the need to say this since it's finally thanksgiving break and i really need to nap and forget about my grades for a bit

i dunno when i started feeling like this, but for the past few months, i realized that i'm not happy with how my life is rn. it's nothing too serious; just some personal issues irl, but idk. i just feel indifferent towards like everything. (only a handful of people know this tho)

i dunno if i'll be able to sort my life out atm (that's honestly a huge expectation coming from a 15 year old), but i just know that i haven't been happy for a while, and i'm not too okay with that. aside from stuff irl, on aff, collabing just doesn't make me too happy anymore. it's nice seeing how the final product will turn out and all, but i find myself doing my parts just to get them done and even then, i barely have any time to do them besides cutting into my time for schoolwork or something.

so, to try and help myself, i decided that, excluding the collabs that i've been accepted to and the contests i'm currently in, i will stop applying to any collabs in any of the entertainments that i am in. i might occasionally do it once in a while if it's a song i'm really into, but other than that, i don't feel like doing any collabs atm. i'll think that if my mood genuinely lifts up, then i'll enjoy collabing a lot more. but for right now, i will have to stop.

this might be like that time i took a hiatus last year, but as i've gotten a bit older, i realize that bailing my collabs because i was super late was a really bad decision, even if i did need the break. so again, i will not be bailing the contests that i'm currently in, like Dream Girls Project and All About That Baes, and will go through with the one or two parts i have in collabs i have yet to record so far.

as for writing on aff (or just being on aff at all lol), i will finish the soulmate contest entry i have and another small oneshot that i got an idea for. also, masked singer is gonna end probably on sunday, so i'm pretty excited as it comes to an end (and possibly a season 2 tho idk probably too ambitious)

anyways, happy thanksgiving everyone! :D

-jaira