Easily Affected?
IDK I'm been really confused about this lately
Am I really influenced?
I read a fanfic about depression, and because I'm a curious kid, searched up depression quotes and synptons etc and slowly found that I agreed to most of them and then ... Well I've stppped (for good hopefully) cutting but I did do it for a year and a half ...
And then anorexia came next after one my friends mentioned it, and I (once again) searched it up breifly and then I realized that I wasn't happy with my body, not really ... Still not now >.<
And now I've realized OCD and anxiety and ... You know what will happen there ...
I haven't told anyone I know face to face because I just cant, but I need to ask someone and well, I thought AFF would?
Does this mean I am - was - actually depressed, do I hhave actualy anorexic thoughts ... Or is it just a silly kid's imagination?
Comments