So I was watching the MV (after about half an hour staring at the MV and debating on whether to click it) and I was rewarded with another hour of crying. 

I miss them T.T

And that's just so ironic since I came into DBSK in mid 2016, when I first came into kpop, so I want even there for half of it. 

How are you, Cassies? I hope you still have faith ... No matter how hard it is ... 

It's been a long time ...

But now Jaejoong is out of the army and had comeback (omg I need to watch that when will be parents stop breathing down my neck T.T) and I think Junsu had still yet to enlist, but both Yunho and Changmin are in the army and the was that Yunjae moments in the event ... I can't remember the name ... But they met, and I don't think I've gotten over that yet >.<

When I first heard the song Balloons I just started smiling without knowing ... Now that I'm completely fallen in love with them I'm still smiling but crying at the same time ... People say to look back on the happy memories and use them to smile but I can't help but get this really heavy feeling in my heart every time I think of the OT5 times ... No matter how much they make me laugh there's always a party of me which misses them always ... 

I still have faith that they'll reunite somehow ... Maybe years and years later from now, maybe the public will never know, maybe they will not want anyone to know and nobody will know ... But I still believe one say, somehow, somewhere, they will find each other again ...

Or maybe they already have.