Me: A mushy mess

I don't know what's up with me, but I was just scrolling around aff, around my old blog posts and old stories.

It hit me then. I've been on this website for about two years now. It really feels unreal, how quickly time passes.

How many things have changed ever since I posted the very first chapter of "Make it seem realistic" until now, writing updates for "Brightest Star" and "Marooned" and completing other stories, soon to be posted, thinking about new stuff to write about and whatnot.

Anyway, I was also going through comments on my stories, through posts on my wall and I just realized that not only one or two people have asked me about publishing stories (or to be exact, publishing Love Me Right). Now, don't get me wrong, this really sounds amazing but I am a busy, dying, crying university student, who doesn't have enough time to even update regularly (for which I apologize, I really try my best to write whenever I can ;-;) and publishing things just sounds like a really intense thing to me...so for now, no, I don't have any plans of publishing anything. I just write here merely as a hobby of mine, and because there seem to be people who enjoy it. 

Which brings us back to the fact that i still can't believe how much this account has grown ever since I established it. I realize it's because of Love Me Right solely, I suppose, so I should really go back and thank the person who recced it in the first place. But ever since my other stories also started getting a lot of recognition for which I am extremely grateful. I feel so happy that you guys are entertained by what I write, even though it doens't make sense sometimes...a lot of times...

SO...jesus, I talk so much....THE REASON for me writing all this ish is becase this snooping around got me thinking that I really really want to do something more for all the people out there who read my stories so I was thinking I could do something for the upcoming holidays (not Halloween, that is waaaay too close, but maybe Christmas and New Year?)...so I will think about it a bit more, about what I could do, about what we together could do, and whenever I think of something brilliant pfsh I will let you guys know so that all of us could have some fun together ^^ That is, of course, if you want something like this even happening.

In any case, until then look forward to the upcoming updates of my fics and stay golden~

Love you, thank you, okay I will see my sentimental self out now

Bye~~

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whutjusthappend #1
Wahh this is awesome! Whatever it might be, im excited! Really adore you authornim! <3