so i've been a fan of fanfiction for yEARS i can't even remember how long, just like a bunch of people in this website.

the thing is, i've been AWAY from fanfiction for a long time as well because life got busy and i couldn't find good fanfiction that easily when b.a.p was on hiatus (which was a really sad time of my life and all) 

today i was taking a break of my responsabilities (i shouldn't, by the way. i have a paper due tuesday and i have absolutely no idea what i'm going to write about and i was planning to work on it today) and i saw a profile on twitter dedicated to daejae.

daejae is my favorite pairing ever, for christ's sake. i may forget about it for a long time when i'm busy with college and work and life in general, but i love it so much it hurts, honestly. i used to write a bunch of fanfiction back in the day and thinking about daejae and writing about it always made me emotional af and all.

anyways it lit a fire in my heart and i logged on here after such a long time!!!!!!!!!!!! and i spent more than four hours reading fanfiction and i just want to open my window and scream until tomorrow morning.

i feel like writing fanfiction again and i feel like reading it for 36 hours straight. i'm gonna search for more good stuff tomorrow because i have stuff to do but i am

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

seriously i'm...... it's unbearable. i feel like i need to look at daehyun's and youngjae's pics for the next 5 hours to relieve my stress (or to become more stressed, i don't even know)

GOOD BYE