Is it just me or are a lot of writers going on hiatus these days? Maybe we're all growing up, or life is getting tougher or whatever, or maybe it's just me, but I feel like many writers are leaving the fanclub .. 

Life is insanely difficult right now. 

School is slowly, but surely the life out of me. Take notes kids, that reading too much of your textbooks will definitely lead to a very bad writers block. 

I'm at school for almost 12 hours a day.. then after that there's the homework to do and the concepts to study and i have zero time for anything else. 

But no, I'm not going to stop writing because I know that the one thing that keeps me going is SHINee and all you guys.. and the fact that no matter what I do, I'll always have the friends i met online. 

It definitely hurts when I know that everyday is going to be the same for the next two years; that my life will be only textbooks and accounts and economics and don't get me wrong, i like studying, i like learning stuff that makes me know more about this sad world where money is all that matters, but.. 

You know what I mean, right?

I like studying, but when I study to get grades, or study for the sake of studying, all the fun is gone. All the love i have for books is gone.

What even is the point of this blog.

Anyway, i just wanted to get that out there. Life is painful right now, but to all the people who stuck with me and let me rant and cry, i love you. (estha, leanne, grace, nancy, this is for you my babes)

If I don't update, its not because I'm on hiatus or that Ive stopped writing, its because I have no time.. and honestly, who does anymore?

On a more positive note, 

KIBUMS DRAMA.

i haven't watched it yet, but I'm planning to binge once I get the time. IM SO PROUD OF MY BB.

Also 

SHINEES COMEBACK BXTCHES

THE KINGS OF KPOP ARE BACK TO SAVE US ALL.

(Its the only reason I wake up every morning)