How long have you been this way, baby?

How much must it have been hurting for you to do this?

Why?

When did it begin?

Did it hurt a lot?

Were you very sad?

Why didn’t you come to me?

Why didn’t you let me in?

You trusted me, didn’t you?

Did you ever?

Was it my fault?

Do I have to apologize?

Who’s feet do I fall at to get you back?

Did you cry every night?

Did you cry at all?

Or did all the salty sorrow accumulate inside?

Where did it hurt the most, my love?

Where did you feel it the most?

Did I do too less?

Did I do too much?

Did I do nothing at all?

What do I do?

How do I leave you behind?

How do I do this, baby?

What if I don’t want to?

What if I want to stay with you?

What if I needed you more than you needed me?

What if you never needed me at all?

Why didn’t I see anything?

Why was I so ing blind?

Why did I beg you to wake up when I found you-

unmoving-

cold-

gone?

Will you wake up now, baby?

Please?

Will you come back and

kiss me back to life?

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legit been so long since i've written. i feel like that part of me has gone rusty what the hell. i pictured chanbaek while writing this, but feel free to re-read and picture whoever you want. the more you love the characters, the sadder it is. 

listen to the song, too.

ing masterpiece.